0
***The final outcome i was going for was that of overcoming**
Here's something i figured id share with you all. Wrote it back in October. Enjoy.
Stuck in this place I feel that
of Pain
of Suffering
of Sadness
and Misfortune
Yet I hear nothing
But then I smell your silk like hair and caress your soft skin
This touch, this thought, this moment
It is this that I crave
You grab onto me as if you never want me to go
And I love it but like all things love begins to fade
The thought of losing you drives me insane
I become unstable and will never be the same.
After the pain has subdued I came to you
Not knowing whether it was wrong or right but I just had to try
Upon the approach my heart begins to beat
I am sad I am afraid and then I remembered that pain
Now I am next to you, the only thoughts are that which will keep my sanity
I once loved you; now there’s nothing there.
What we once had can no longer be.
Darkness surrounds me once more
Consuming me
Pulling me deeper
I say hello to sadness once more and greet silence with open arms
For in this darkness these are my only friends
Now a new you has appeared
At a glimpse I peered into your eyes and saw that which I though you were
The kindle within ignited and now I see that you are of true beauty
I sit back and watch in awe
Now I have met a new friend
Today we talked…
Now I know your birthday [ Aug 25th }
…your favorite animal [ Zebra ]
…and seen the secrets within your heart.
We sit
We laugh
I begin to feel as if nothing can touch me
We kiss…
Not knowing what I was doing
I only knew that I don’t want to let you go
I telling you something that’s should never have come out.
And now this high begins to fade
Again I say hello to misfortune and embrace darkness with open arms.
We remain friends but not as would have thought
I realize that we have different lives and we go are separate way
Its at this time the analytical thoughts emerge and I become more cautious
My approach has changed, in a better way
These thought begin to materialize something I would never see….
I begin to watch and take note on people like you
Expression, Movement, Signs
Its like you are involuntarily doing these things that just throw you out there.
From this excitement a door appears now
Now is the time!
Time for me to step out and be free…
I know you from a friend and you have caught my eye
You are something that I hold dear
As I look into your eyes
My heart beings to beat at familiar pace
I let it continue on to the point of happiness
At this time I turn around and open the door to darkness
Hear misfortune is replaced with content.
I am able to cope
Living within my darkness
At times that I see you I am urged to tell you that you are a descendant of a goddess
And that none can compare to you.
Now I remember the past and its solution.
Sadness is passed with a smile
And content is embraced
As I begin to let go darkness begins to fade
No more windows
No more doors
My life is mine
I have made it this way
This is me.
Edited by navynate, 05 April 2011 - 09:26 AM.
