Aaaargh!
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Aaaargh!
So here it goes:
I have two classmates who are really annoying, because
they spend the whole day laughing at everybody for silly reasons...
Most of time, I think "bah, they're just bored", and I dont pay attention...but
I have to admitt they are actually very cruel and offensive when they pretend
they're only joking. I have a classmate that is very worried about her weight
and these 2 idiots cant stop making fun of her, and then they pretend they're
her friends. It makes me sick. And it's not only her, as I said, almost everybody
in my class has been their target at least once. Even so, nobody cares. PPl
just act like if that behaviour was normal or even funny.
And about me, well...I was new this year at school and they still haven't done
or said anything that made me feel good among them. Mostly the opposite.
And when the school was ending they started making fun of me as they did
with everyone else. I just ignored them...however, I can ignore, but not forget.
Yesterday, I was chatting and they started with their shit again. They started
laughing at me because of my boobs, because they think they are "too big". Hah. Its true
that I have big breast, but its perfectly normal. I know they were saying it
just to make me go angry, and they were succesful. I started remembering
how bad they treated ppl during the whole last year and i couldnt stop myself.
I just started saying everything i should have said last year, about their lack
of respect and stuff.
Then they just laughed more at me, asking if i was going to get revenge in
the name of the whole class like if i was a gangster or something (that also
was offending, because I'm the "typical" quiet girl that isn't even able to
raise her voice when speaking in class).
I fought back asking if they thought they had right to hurt ppl just because
ppl cant be as perfect as a movie character, and then told them they're not perfect
either...so better if they stopped callin ugly to everybody. (they r so dumb that
it seems that they're only attracted by looks).
and then one of them said:
"but what r u talking about, did ya know u r nothing to everybody?? Nobody at class
even considers u or thinks of you". Wow, that really hurt me!!! Because
I'm through a bad phase and i actually think that nobody cares about me...
So I just went mad, insane! I started being cruel, yeah, in their own style, and
finally blocked them.
And now I'm SO ANGRY!!! I cant stop thinking on them. I daydream a lot,
about fighting against them, giving 'em what they deserve! Hell, if i could,
i would just make a fist and hit their face so bad!!!! Dammit, I'm just like
waiting for the opportunity...they would never be suspicious about me cos I'm
that quiet girl, so i'd just approach the meanest one and break his nose!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! I know i'd pay for that, but i dont care.
Before i came to this new school, there was a lot of ppl who sucked in my old
school that also hurt me too bad and made me be the stupid shy and twisted
girl I am now. So everybody has to pay for what has been done to me
and to a lot of ppl more! I want revenge! I want justice!!
How can I get revenge without losing my mind?
Anyway, if the opportunity comes and i feel that rush of killer anger i know
i'm able to feel, i wont think twice and i'll smash some faces.
This quiet girl is still in time to scare some assholes, I'm deadly sure.
(Oh well, sorry for such a long post...I just had to put the anger out of me)
(And again: any ideas to get revenge without gettin in serious trouble? And
please dont give me that of "ignore them" and "sticks and stones...". I want
to take action).
I have two classmates who are really annoying, because
they spend the whole day laughing at everybody for silly reasons...
Most of time, I think "bah, they're just bored", and I dont pay attention...but
I have to admitt they are actually very cruel and offensive when they pretend
they're only joking. I have a classmate that is very worried about her weight
and these 2 idiots cant stop making fun of her, and then they pretend they're
her friends. It makes me sick. And it's not only her, as I said, almost everybody
in my class has been their target at least once. Even so, nobody cares. PPl
just act like if that behaviour was normal or even funny.
And about me, well...I was new this year at school and they still haven't done
or said anything that made me feel good among them. Mostly the opposite.
And when the school was ending they started making fun of me as they did
with everyone else. I just ignored them...however, I can ignore, but not forget.
Yesterday, I was chatting and they started with their shit again. They started
laughing at me because of my boobs, because they think they are "too big". Hah. Its true
that I have big breast, but its perfectly normal. I know they were saying it
just to make me go angry, and they were succesful. I started remembering
how bad they treated ppl during the whole last year and i couldnt stop myself.
I just started saying everything i should have said last year, about their lack
of respect and stuff.
Then they just laughed more at me, asking if i was going to get revenge in
the name of the whole class like if i was a gangster or something (that also
was offending, because I'm the "typical" quiet girl that isn't even able to
raise her voice when speaking in class).
I fought back asking if they thought they had right to hurt ppl just because
ppl cant be as perfect as a movie character, and then told them they're not perfect
either...so better if they stopped callin ugly to everybody. (they r so dumb that
it seems that they're only attracted by looks).
and then one of them said:
"but what r u talking about, did ya know u r nothing to everybody?? Nobody at class
even considers u or thinks of you". Wow, that really hurt me!!! Because
I'm through a bad phase and i actually think that nobody cares about me...
So I just went mad, insane! I started being cruel, yeah, in their own style, and
finally blocked them.
And now I'm SO ANGRY!!! I cant stop thinking on them. I daydream a lot,
about fighting against them, giving 'em what they deserve! Hell, if i could,
i would just make a fist and hit their face so bad!!!! Dammit, I'm just like
waiting for the opportunity...they would never be suspicious about me cos I'm
that quiet girl, so i'd just approach the meanest one and break his nose!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! I know i'd pay for that, but i dont care.
Before i came to this new school, there was a lot of ppl who sucked in my old
school that also hurt me too bad and made me be the stupid shy and twisted
girl I am now. So everybody has to pay for what has been done to me
and to a lot of ppl more! I want revenge! I want justice!!
How can I get revenge without losing my mind?
Anyway, if the opportunity comes and i feel that rush of killer anger i know
i'm able to feel, i wont think twice and i'll smash some faces.
This quiet girl is still in time to scare some assholes, I'm deadly sure.
(Oh well, sorry for such a long post...I just had to put the anger out of me)
(And again: any ideas to get revenge without gettin in serious trouble? And
please dont give me that of "ignore them" and "sticks and stones...". I want
to take action).
' In my dreams I was drowning my sorrows
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
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Re: Aaaargh!
ok i wouldnt reccomend starting the fights with them because thatll only get you
in trouble. but try instead of hitting them try getting like a punching bag or get
like a duffel(sp) bag and fill it up with like old kinda flat pillows or just something
but not too hard so you wont hurt your hand but then when you get really angry
kick punch that all you want. i know when i get bullied i like to just start like
punching my pillow or something. also try screaming. i know how weird that may
sound but thats what i also do when im home alone and angry (i wouldnt
reccomend screaming when your not home alone your parents or legal
gaurdians might get angry) but also another thing i do is just write like a story
about being able to beat them up then shred it and throw it away and everytime
i get mad i write a new one also just flat out writing about how mad you are. but
those are just some things i do.
~sweet~
PS-also try listening to some music that relate to your mood
in trouble. but try instead of hitting them try getting like a punching bag or get
like a duffel(sp) bag and fill it up with like old kinda flat pillows or just something
but not too hard so you wont hurt your hand but then when you get really angry
kick punch that all you want. i know when i get bullied i like to just start like
punching my pillow or something. also try screaming. i know how weird that may
sound but thats what i also do when im home alone and angry (i wouldnt
reccomend screaming when your not home alone your parents or legal
gaurdians might get angry) but also another thing i do is just write like a story
about being able to beat them up then shred it and throw it away and everytime
i get mad i write a new one also just flat out writing about how mad you are. but
those are just some things i do.
~sweet~
PS-also try listening to some music that relate to your mood
She's so big hearted
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
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Re: Aaaargh!
hey! sry that crap happened to you.... i tried ignoring stupid idiots like them... but i never stood up to them... :S wish i had now. but anyway: like SH said, punch somit soft: or listen 2 some music. just whatever you do, dont hit THEM. that wud just put u in deep trouble. have u tried telling sum 1 about these idiots? cos that MAY help... altho now many Admin/ teachers help nowadays.... and if u need to, jsut rant off in the Why Me! forum. it helps alot! ive done it... and now i look a that post and laugh at the idiots i wrote about. remember: even though they bully you, they are missing out in life of friends, and also will probably end up on the street.... not that we need more people on the street, but there you go.... just remember that, and dont try and do anything drastic (if u end up puinching them... just hope its outa school, and u hit him hard enuf for them to be dazed for a bit while you run like hell! not that i advise u 2 do that.)
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Moderated in the Self Expression Forum and Computer forum mainly, along with the rest of the lounge, until December 2006.
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Re: Aaaargh!
Hey sweethelp, thanks for your advice
I tried the "pillow-punching" thing once and it helps, yeah. Also screaming does...hehe. Oh, and that of writing a story sounds very interesting...I must try that too
Thanks you too, Silver...yeah, I'll think twice before doing anything crazy Besides, I know that violence cant help. In fact, it can make things go worse.
I'm not interested about telling someone: i know they would say "bah, that's childish" (and very childish indeed). moreover, it's my own business, I dont want anybody protecting me from them (... and can u imagine how humiliating would be having these 2 annoying guys all day laughing at me cos i asked a teacher to stop them???) (...yeah, I think I'll have to visit the Why Me! forum "a bit" this year...hmm).
I just want them to respect other ppl, to treat my classmates and me as we deserve,
not like shit. They must know they have no right to do that.
And I want to do it on my own. That's why I ask if someone here has an idea to put them back to their place. When I'm angry i only want revenge... but at this moment i'm calm and relaxed, and i know it's wrong to hurt them or make them pay. So how do I stop them without being unfair??
I tried the "pillow-punching" thing once and it helps, yeah. Also screaming does...hehe. Oh, and that of writing a story sounds very interesting...I must try that too
Thanks you too, Silver...yeah, I'll think twice before doing anything crazy Besides, I know that violence cant help. In fact, it can make things go worse.
I'm not interested about telling someone: i know they would say "bah, that's childish" (and very childish indeed). moreover, it's my own business, I dont want anybody protecting me from them (... and can u imagine how humiliating would be having these 2 annoying guys all day laughing at me cos i asked a teacher to stop them???) (...yeah, I think I'll have to visit the Why Me! forum "a bit" this year...hmm).
I just want them to respect other ppl, to treat my classmates and me as we deserve,
not like shit. They must know they have no right to do that.
And I want to do it on my own. That's why I ask if someone here has an idea to put them back to their place. When I'm angry i only want revenge... but at this moment i'm calm and relaxed, and i know it's wrong to hurt them or make them pay. So how do I stop them without being unfair??
' In my dreams I was drowning my sorrows
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
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Re: Aaaargh!
im sorry to say this but in my dealing with bullies in the past sometimes stopping
them isnt always the best way to go about things. i know how angry it makes you
feel because its happened to me. but i suggest ignoring them and try talking to the
other who get bullied and maybe all of you could stick up to them and kinda
overpower them this'll also help you make more friends since you said you are
the quiet shy girl and it might help you get out of your shell a little more. good luck
hope i helped
pm me and keep me updated.
~sweet~
by the way-your welcome
them isnt always the best way to go about things. i know how angry it makes you
feel because its happened to me. but i suggest ignoring them and try talking to the
other who get bullied and maybe all of you could stick up to them and kinda
overpower them this'll also help you make more friends since you said you are
the quiet shy girl and it might help you get out of your shell a little more. good luck
hope i helped
pm me and keep me updated.
~sweet~
by the way-your welcome
She's so big hearted
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
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Heey, thank you again sweethelp!
You made me see things from another point of view, and that helped, yeah!
u know, it's SO DAMN hard to control feelings! My last chat with them was 2 days ago and i'm still angry as hell, but I'm gonna make myself think seriously about what you said!
Anyway, my school here in Spain starts on Sept. 22nd...so I still have time to calm down and follow your advice
I'll keep u updated when something interesting happens
Take care!
You made me see things from another point of view, and that helped, yeah!
u know, it's SO DAMN hard to control feelings! My last chat with them was 2 days ago and i'm still angry as hell, but I'm gonna make myself think seriously about what you said!
Anyway, my school here in Spain starts on Sept. 22nd...so I still have time to calm down and follow your advice
I'll keep u updated when something interesting happens
Take care!
' In my dreams I was drowning my sorrows
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
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yea i know it is hard
good luck and let me know whats going on
glad i helped PM me anytime
good luck and let me know whats going on
glad i helped PM me anytime
She's so big hearted
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we may
to think it's a pretty person's worth
you are beautiful
and you'd better go show it
so go and look again
you gotta be true only if you really wanna go to the top and you really wanna win
don't believe in living normal
just to satisfy demand
Well, if you wanna get free
and if wanna get smart by the sake of your heart
you should own your lame and stand up tall
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glad u figured something out without starting a fight keep us posted if anything untoward happens
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Moderated in the Self Expression Forum and Computer forum mainly, along with the rest of the lounge, until December 2006.
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' In my dreams I was drowning my sorrows
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."
but my sorrows they learned to swim '
"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe: attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain... Time to die."