Im always paranoid-i mean, I feel like everybody hates me. Im continually asking my mates whther they are still are my friends, I worry whether the ppl on here hate me. if someone is wierd with me, I assume starihht away that they hate me. Im sorry, Im making no sense. And im always apologising-even for something ive not done... I cant make sense, Im just whinging. Im worried that when I see my sister, she'll hate me. I cant believe I feel like this. I dunno whats wrong with me. :'(
And i also hate the fact that my tablets are making me tired are all the time. I dont where to put this. Im making no Sodding sense. 1 min im hyper, and the next, right now, i feel low. Why? I dont get this anymore...
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Ruth I was forgotten, I won't be forgotten, never again... says:
lol, dont think they have tigers on farmsthough :/
Angel Breaks says:
i was thinkin that but fuck it macdonald was progressive he knew tigers were the future
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Re: Paranoid
I don't hate you!
I don't think paranoia is that uncommon, so you're normal I guess, for feeling paranoid. DOn't let it consume your thoughts all the time. Just let urself enjoy ur time with your friends
I don't think paranoia is that uncommon, so you're normal I guess, for feeling paranoid. DOn't let it consume your thoughts all the time. Just let urself enjoy ur time with your friends
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im like that all the time too... i always ask my friends if they hate me.. and i always say sorry for nothing really... for being myself.. my friends used to tell me if i keep asking, they would hate me.. at was a couple yrs back tho... i just learned to say fuck waht other people thought of me.. when people are wierd with me, i think they hate me too... like.. last yr... i was convinced this boy i liked was gonna kill me.. he kept looking at me.. and it was wierd... i forced my friend to ride the bus home with me so id be safe on the bus.. hell... if even people look at me a bit strangly i think they hate me.. it really sucks too... and it gets annoying thinking everyone hates ya... kinda puts a damper on alot of stuff id like to do... ever thought u might be BiPolar? about the up and down thing... or are you..... hope you whole 'everyone hates me' thing goes away...
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Im the same way sweeetie, and I don't hate you.im always apologizing for things i didnt even do and its gotten to the point where my boyriend had told me that if i apologzed one more time he wouldn't talk to me for a month...im that bad.And mym ooods shift just like that too.Like just a few minutes ago i was hyper,and then now im reallly sad.hope you get better.
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Oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet
And hold the earth in place
Each time a faucet opens
Words are spoken
The water runs away
And I hear your name
No, nothing has changed
There was this book I read and loved
The story of a ship
Who sailed around the world and found
That nothing else exists
Beyond his own two sails and wooden shell
And what is held within
All else is sure to pass
We clutch and grasp
And debate what's truly permanent
But when the wind starts to shift
Well, there's no argument
And hold the earth in place
Each time a faucet opens
Words are spoken
The water runs away
And I hear your name
No, nothing has changed
There was this book I read and loved
The story of a ship
Who sailed around the world and found
That nothing else exists
Beyond his own two sails and wooden shell
And what is held within
All else is sure to pass
We clutch and grasp
And debate what's truly permanent
But when the wind starts to shift
Well, there's no argument
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thanks, im glad im not the only 1! my psycholgy teacher says if i apologise one more time, shes going to slap me lol, like my RE teacher threatened to at high school. 
Hopefully, when my meds properly kick in i'll feel better-my psycholgy teacher, english teacher, history teacher, my family and my counsellor said i will. Touch wood, i will feel better. At least I dont feel that much suicidal anymore, well, not as much as i used to...
Hopefully, when my meds properly kick in i'll feel better-my psycholgy teacher, english teacher, history teacher, my family and my counsellor said i will. Touch wood, i will feel better. At least I dont feel that much suicidal anymore, well, not as much as i used to...Ruth I was forgotten, I won't be forgotten, never again... says:
lol, dont think they have tigers on farmsthough :/
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i was thinkin that but fuck it macdonald was progressive he knew tigers were the future
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you paranoia breeding from insecurities of yourself... it's ok everyone is insecure in some way so the trick is to not think about it... I mean that may be hard at first but if you stop yourself everytime you start to think about it then you'll get used to it and you just won't think about it anymore... now I'm not saying it will go away in a week or sumtin, it takes time, but if you get used to it and make it a habit to block those thoughts (suppress if that's the word you want to use) then you will be home free of those paranoia outbreaks... now meds do help sometimes... but I don't like meds that much cuz they change who you are without you actually changing... you know... they make you someone else and when they wear off you are back to 'your-other-self'... schizo like you know? iono just my oppinion... and I'm tryin not to be negative cuz I sometimes come of that way and if I did I'm sorry... but yeah meds will prob work... I mean nowadays they have meds for everything... even erections 
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Why don't you try seeing a doctor and tell him about all of this.
Or maybe you're just someone who likes to please.
Or maybe you're just someone who likes to please.
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And sometimes I still feel the bruise
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As to what I meant to you
But you made an impression
And sometimes I still feel the bruise
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I used to be the same way. I think as you get older you start to relax more. Life may be stressing you out right now so that may be a cause. If it doesn't stop see a doctor about it. I'm sure they could help out big time 
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