Prolly Not Going To Be On

[b e a u t i f u l]

I don't know if I will post on here anymore. Who knows where I will be. A mental home? A hospital? Tied up in my room like an animal only allowed to eat? A padded room with no sharp objects or pills? In a large building with some shrink listening to my disturbed thoughts?



Who knows.



If I'm not on...please don't call. Not like I am allowed to talk on the phone anyway. I might try to hang myself with the phone cord or something.



Maybe things will calm down and I will be allowed to be on the computer...only reason I am on now is because I am suppose to be doing my homework. Homework? Ha...haven't done that in weeks.



Anyways sorry for the bad attitude...don't feel like myself anymore.



Love you all.

[Toy Soldier]

hun, please take care, im begging ya. and it isnt bad attitude. you're obviously frustrated-who wouldnt be after having taken privelleges taken away from them. who wouldnt? but we do care, your mum obviously cares. why would you end up in a padded room? you're not going mad hun. I swear to dear god you're not.(((((((((((()))))))))))))

[Beautiful]

please dont do anything stupid... Try to get on the librarys computer or something,and think good thoughts