Whats Wrong With Me?
- jess_617
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Okay see everytime I get on here I try to run through as many of the forums as I can..but its been a long time since I have been able to go into rape/abuse. I want to and I probably should since I have been abused and I could help other people but everytime I think about goin there and readin about everyones problems I just get all shaky and freeze up. I start thinkin about my experiences when I was bein smacked around and I just have to leave. I cant go in there and I DONT KNOW WHY! ugh what in the world is wrong with me? :'(
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Your problem is nothing...Thats normal hun, dont worry about it. If your not ready to go in there then dont. Its ok, PM me if you need anything.
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I feel like an idiot though...I just cant seem to face my issues.
Hey everyone. Im around here alot so if anyone ever needs a chat feel free to PM me or add me on Yahoo, AIM, or MSN. I'll do my best to help. <3
Jessi's Myspace...add me if you want..i have like 3 friends on there. lol
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- Sliver
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dont worry.... i have actually NEVER been in the Disorders, or the Eating disorders forums... lol so nothing new dont worry tho, its normal... i used to never want to go in the Bullies forum... but now im a mod of it!!!! strange how these things happen... isnt it?
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- Love2Laugh08
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Dont worry nothing is wrong with you, you go to the forum and you remember your experience with it and start to freak... dont go in there!! Its okay there are more than one person who can help those in need you need to think about yourself as well. Try to give it a rest and when you are more comfortable with it go in there.
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yeah tommy's right, things take time, you dont have to go in there, only if you want....theres no presure too...
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Hun, I sometimes feel like that when I have'nt been in the suicide forum for ages, then I go in, and what people say, it just upsets me. Just go back in when you feel ready to. Its best to not go in, until you feel more comfortable about whats happening to others, and you don't start shaking.
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There's nothing wrong with you dear. You've had some very bad experiences and you're not ready to live through it all again. That's fine! If you want to talk to someone there's always people here or councellors, if you feel like you need one. Take all the time you need.
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your not ready to go there dont push yourself, its perfectly fine that you dont feel like going there yet. just give it time. hopefully one day youll be able to go back in there. but for now dont worry about it
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For now and forever, one love that never ends.
Once in a lifetime, when every star that lights the sky.
Will shine with one reason, leading your heart to the one love you find.
Just once in your life..
Once in a lifetime, you find the one you really love.
For now and forever, one love that never ends.
Just once in a lifetime...
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its just a bit of post traumatic stress its normal just dont let it get to the point where it controls you-MARY
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theres nothin wrong with you...i myself was in an abusive relationship about a year ago...it takes awhile before you can get over somethin like that ...i can talk about it but even as long as its been since it happened it still hurts just thinkin bout what i was put through...time heals pain...nothins wrong with you its just difficult dealin with somethin that ur familiar with....my suggestion if it helps at all is to take it one step at a time ....face ur fears but pace urself and dont bring to much on urself at one time....i hope i helped but if i didnt sorry ...im not really a good advice giver
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Take your time. Don't rush into anything. Go in when you feel 100% ready and not a minute sooner. xx
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