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sigh i swear i am so dumb...oki i HATE school every morning when i get up to go to school i get sick....and i mean sick...well i stoped going i would fight with my parents tothe point ware they would not fight with me any more...so yea ihave not gone to school in almost 4 weeks and i talked to my dad today and he said if i was not going to go to school i had to get a job so i picked get a job but i am only 15 and no one will give me a job intill i turn 16 so i donno what i am going to do...and like it is NOT the homework or even the school work that i HATE it is the KIDS...i can not stand the high school DRAMMA it drives me crazy....between my parents fighting and high school dramma and every other lil stressor i cut all the time and sigh like i donno....so i am no longer in high school....
Hmmm i am starting to hate guys more and more...every day.....maybe someday ill meet someone worth loveing...intill then ill die inside...im gonna grow up being a very bitter old woman,.....
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
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Do not leave school at the age 15 as you will soon face a drama and misery of unemployment. Get some qualifications first or you will regeret it for the rest of your live. Don't let some stupid .... from your school dictate what you should do in your live. Fight for yourself. You deserve the best of live, not stacking shelf for the rest of your live in a supermarcet (for the record I fully admire people stucking shelves for living as this is hard and demending job which anybody shoul be ashamed of but anybody must admit that there are more revording cereers outthere).
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Ignore the drama.
Ignore the kids.
Who the hell cares?
School is YOUR future. If you hate school, that's your choice. But you'll have to deal with the consequences when you realise that you'll have MANY less job opportunites. I'm sorry you hate school. And I'm sorry that you feel the need to not do well in something that is SO evidently your future.
Get your GED. Get a job.
Cheers,
Jenna
Ignore the kids.
Who the hell cares?
School is YOUR future. If you hate school, that's your choice. But you'll have to deal with the consequences when you realise that you'll have MANY less job opportunites. I'm sorry you hate school. And I'm sorry that you feel the need to not do well in something that is SO evidently your future.
Get your GED. Get a job.
Cheers,
Jenna
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i went to the school and my princible(sp).....worked something out with me so i will get my work every morning and i will do the work in a room alby myself.... i am so happy
Hmmm i am starting to hate guys more and more...every day.....maybe someday ill meet someone worth loveing...intill then ill die inside...im gonna grow up being a very bitter old woman,.....
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
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You really aren't alone. I know my bestfriend is the exact same way.. she bearly got through high school.. I never understood it but right now she is having to work at a low paying job where she has to work her butt off in order to even get the minimun pay. Darlin.. you are young enough to make the decision to go back to school and to do something with your future. I know it sounds annyoing but everyone is telling you the truth when they tell you that education is your future.. on average a person who has a highschool diploma will make 10,000 more a year and if u have a college diploma its more like 30,000 a year.
Struggle a little now so that in the end you will be able to be ahead. See if you can talk to a therapist about the way that you feel when you go to school. I want to help you because I hate having to look at my bestfriend and see her stuggle and if I can make a difference in one persons life by just telling them how hard it is .. then I am going to try my best to do so. Let me know if you want to talk.
Struggle a little now so that in the end you will be able to be ahead. See if you can talk to a therapist about the way that you feel when you go to school. I want to help you because I hate having to look at my bestfriend and see her stuggle and if I can make a difference in one persons life by just telling them how hard it is .. then I am going to try my best to do so. Let me know if you want to talk.
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"will do the work in a room alby myself.... i am so happy"
I am happy for you that you have sorted the problem to some extent. At least you are back on the right track. However I am terified by what kind of school is that. I have problems in mine, mostly with communication with Chinaese students who make majority of the school body and alweys speak their own language so I don't understand anythink but there are a few people I can talk to. And during lessons I have some laugh from time to time (when sb transletes the joke for me kindly). Sitting alone seems for me very boring, but on the other hand it is better then shering a room with people you can't stend. Onece again well done. You have taken the initiative and I am sure that you can get decent qualifications (at least you wont be distrupted by others during your study piriods). Good luck.
I am happy for you that you have sorted the problem to some extent. At least you are back on the right track. However I am terified by what kind of school is that. I have problems in mine, mostly with communication with Chinaese students who make majority of the school body and alweys speak their own language so I don't understand anythink but there are a few people I can talk to. And during lessons I have some laugh from time to time (when sb transletes the joke for me kindly). Sitting alone seems for me very boring, but on the other hand it is better then shering a room with people you can't stend. Onece again well done. You have taken the initiative and I am sure that you can get decent qualifications (at least you wont be distrupted by others during your study piriods). Good luck.
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thanx all i am so happyi have this place to come and vent some and get some really really good advice that can help me though just about any thing...and yea i am kinda bummed bout being in a room all by myself but then again I am so happy b/c i am going back to high school and yea it will be heard at first but I think i will get used to it soon....but yea i still get to see my friends at lunch but i have to go thanx for every thing guys i donno ware i would be if i did not have you all you ALL are like family to me :luck:
Hmmm i am starting to hate guys more and more...every day.....maybe someday ill meet someone worth loveing...intill then ill die inside...im gonna grow up being a very bitter old woman,.....
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
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I'm very proud of you for going back to high school in a way. Kids and teenagers are mean, and thats somthing that can only make you stronger. I missed 367 days of High school, (so i skipped my Sr year and half of my Jr year pretty much) and now that i am in College, i pay for it big time.
Push through school, You can't even work at fast food any more inless you have or are working on your GED or Diploma. And thats at the bottom of the barrow.
Push through school, You can't even work at fast food any more inless you have or are working on your GED or Diploma. And thats at the bottom of the barrow.
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yea that is a big problem. umm....idk i guess my view on this is that u need to go to school. u gotta graduate u cant do anything without it. well thats probably not true im sure u can do some stuff but u ctach my drift. anyways maybe going to an alternative school would be best for u. do u think u could give that a shot?
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~God created people in his own image; God patterned them after himself Genesis 1:27
~Stop judging others, and u will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on u. Luke 6:37
~There are "friends" who destroy eachother but a real freind sticks closer than a brother. Proverbs 18:24
~A fool is quick tempered but a wise person stays calm when insulted. Proverbs 12:16
~The tounge is a small thing but what enormous damage it can do. James 3:5
~Even if my father and mother abandon me the Lord will hold me close. Psalm 27:10
~Get rid of all bitterness...instead be kind to eachother Ephesians 4:31-32
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well yea i am going to try this thing the school wants me to try...like sitting and doing my work in a room al by myself so i am going to give that a try but if that don't work i donno what i am going to do i go back tomorrow and i will let ya all know what happens oki:)
Hmmm i am starting to hate guys more and more...every day.....maybe someday ill meet someone worth loveing...intill then ill die inside...im gonna grow up being a very bitter old woman,.....
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
brittaney....OMG you have such a beautiful son....i can't beleave we have been friends this long....(all our lives...17 years).....and i hope i never lose you...and or your beautiful baby boy deagen.....
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
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I am doing my German AS on selfstudy basis now (not becoce I don't like doing it with others but unfortunately it is timetabled together with my Physic so I san only go for 2 lessons out of 8 shit). Studing alone has many adventages but you realy need a lot of motivation. I should be writing my German essey now and what I am doing? Messing up with the computer. I already have lots of unlerned vocabulary and I just can't made myself sit and do it. I hope you have backets of entusiasm and motivation, if you wonna talk about self study PM me, I can share my experience (although as you can see I am not the star self study student). Good luck with everythink.
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There are other ways to take school besides by actually going to a school with other people. There's something called correspondents that you can take through the mail. Just have to be personally motivated to get them done. There's also starting to be courses you can take online.
Talk to your guidence dept. they should be able to help you out.
Talk to your guidence dept. they should be able to help you out.
Find a comfortable position and just sex away!
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I see that other people posted before me.It has been a long time since I gave advice on this website.Please don't quit school at 15,that's a young age and what you are going through now is probably normal.There may be other teens going through the same thing you are going through.You have to live with it.To stop fighting,have a talk with your parents and talk things out and try not to fight over small things or things that aren't important!