so today i just realized how soon school is going to be over. i have only 26 days left. i broke down in science and then again at lunch. i know i'm dreading it pretty early but still... i'll never see more then half of my routine people EVER again. i hate it so much
ok just needed to vent
God I'm So Depressed
- lash
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God I'm So Depressed
Turning over in interrupted slumber,
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
- FiZzBaW
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Re: God I'm So Depressed
Friend,
I am getting mixed feelings about the end of school as well. I have about 4 days left of my Senior year.... and then its off to the university... which is totally different from what I hear.....
Everything will be ok... and its normal to be concerned...
-Jared
I am getting mixed feelings about the end of school as well. I have about 4 days left of my Senior year.... and then its off to the university... which is totally different from what I hear.....
Everything will be ok... and its normal to be concerned...
-Jared
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Re: God I'm So Depressed
You're not graduating are you lash? Why do you not want summer to come??? No school, sleeping late, hanging with friends. Fabulous!
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Re: God I'm So Depressed
because everybody's going to different highschools and i still have not managed to tell this one guy that i actually do like him. and i hate summer because when i have panic attacks more often because i'm so bored i go crazy
Turning over in interrupted slumber,
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
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Re: God I'm So Depressed
I do not like summer either, though i am soo ready for it...
Just realize that summer is gunna come, so do what you have to do in the last few days...
Go on a limb and tell him you do like him and do other stuff like that...
Do not fear summer coming, instead use it as an incentive to say/do shit you want to do but are too scared...
~Jeff~
P.S. Jared, no offence, but i thought you were much older
Just realize that summer is gunna come, so do what you have to do in the last few days...
Go on a limb and tell him you do like him and do other stuff like that...
Do not fear summer coming, instead use it as an incentive to say/do shit you want to do but are too scared...
~Jeff~
P.S. Jared, no offence, but i thought you were much older