Grrr, I'm really cracking under the pressure now... :'(
I'm in my 2nd last year and I have exams next term and everything.
I can't handle this sometimes....I hate not understanding things, when i don't understand I cry. I can't stand failure, it drives me insane...if i lose/fail I CRY :'(
And I keep failing, especially in maths. And I actually HAVE been studying...I'm so used to being in top stream classes and getting A's and now I'm in the important years and I feel like I've been chucked in the deep end...and I'm drowning FFS!
I'm sitting here looking at my maths, i have ANOTHER test on it tomorrow, and I'm trying so hard to get it...it's things I used to be so good at...and I just go to shit and can't do it and arghhhhhhh...
My parents think I'm just sooooo smart, and that I'm the bright, successful one in our family because I'M the one with the job and I'M the one with lots of friends (not being up myself) and I'M the one teachers seem to like and I'M the one who doesn't seem to have problems, but I DOOOOOOOO....and they don't listen and now I'm gonna fail and like hell they'd get me a tutor, and I wouldn't want one because for some reason it makes me feel stupid... :'(
This is so bloody annoying, I hate this right now. I know in the end I'll come out okay but i HATE this struggle in the meantime...
My P&L teacher always says "to get to the rainbow you have to put up with the rain". Well i HATE rain...I want my rainbow now damnit...I have a killer headache and I can't concentrate and I just wanna run away to some place where I don't have to do this, I never will but hey I can dream...
I have so much to do in the next two days, i hate it. I'm gonna go cry now...
Just Makes Me Wanna Cry....
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Just Makes Me Wanna Cry....
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Re: Just Makes Me Wanna Cry....
relax, its just school, everyone has failed atleast one course at school, actually one of the most successful and richest person in my city had failed a whole grade, agian relax its not the end of the world
"we have troubles all around us, but we are not defeated" - Corinthians
"only two things are infinate, the universe and stupidity" - Albert Einstein
"People standing on escalators are a testimony to human lazyness" - Christ Novolestic
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" - Kurt Cobain
"Just because your paraniod it dosnt mean there not after you" - Kurt Cobain
"Peddle the ass that god gave you, buy nitrous" - Dave Ghrol
"only two things are infinate, the universe and stupidity" - Albert Einstein
"People standing on escalators are a testimony to human lazyness" - Christ Novolestic
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" - Kurt Cobain
"Just because your paraniod it dosnt mean there not after you" - Kurt Cobain
"Peddle the ass that god gave you, buy nitrous" - Dave Ghrol
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I know but it's soooo annoying...Like at my school, if you don't do just one assignment they say you haven't finished the course and you'll fail the whole year. Like hell I'm gonna repeat Year 11... So I can't ever just relax and not do work because then I won't ever get it done and arghhhh...
?-(?`v??)-? ???k? ?-(?`v??)-?
Jeff Buckley ~ 17/11/1966 - 29/5/1997. RIP Dream Brother
Ahh hell diddly ding dong crap!! Can't you morons do anything right? - Ned Flanders
May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face. And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft, to dance with the stars.
Jeff Buckley ~ 17/11/1966 - 29/5/1997. RIP Dream Brother
Ahh hell diddly ding dong crap!! Can't you morons do anything right? - Ned Flanders
May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face. And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft, to dance with the stars.
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Hey lost_teen...thanks I'll check out those sites...hope they help me out. Cheers.
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Jeff Buckley ~ 17/11/1966 - 29/5/1997. RIP Dream Brother
Ahh hell diddly ding dong crap!! Can't you morons do anything right? - Ned Flanders
May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face. And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft, to dance with the stars.
Jeff Buckley ~ 17/11/1966 - 29/5/1997. RIP Dream Brother
Ahh hell diddly ding dong crap!! Can't you morons do anything right? - Ned Flanders
May the wind always be at your back, and the sun upon your face. And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft, to dance with the stars.
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Re: Just Makes Me Wanna Cry....
i am not telling you to slack off, i said dont let it bother you as much, try as hard as you can and if you dont make it you cant blame yourself
"we have troubles all around us, but we are not defeated" - Corinthians
"only two things are infinate, the universe and stupidity" - Albert Einstein
"People standing on escalators are a testimony to human lazyness" - Christ Novolestic
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" - Kurt Cobain
"Just because your paraniod it dosnt mean there not after you" - Kurt Cobain
"Peddle the ass that god gave you, buy nitrous" - Dave Ghrol
"only two things are infinate, the universe and stupidity" - Albert Einstein
"People standing on escalators are a testimony to human lazyness" - Christ Novolestic
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are" - Kurt Cobain
"Just because your paraniod it dosnt mean there not after you" - Kurt Cobain
"Peddle the ass that god gave you, buy nitrous" - Dave Ghrol