So for a while now, I've been in love with this one guy. But I thought I was over it last week until we hung out after school yesterday. I kissed him because he was joking around and being all cutesy and stuff. We started walking and made our way over to a private ish spot. that's when i straddled him and started making out with him. and i had my shirt off and my bra off so he saw my boobs (which NO ONE else has EVER seen). but then he wanted to do more (dry sex) and i said no but he kept begging me and he said he would break up with his girlfriend (yeah, this was not my proudest moment). so i went with it but then i realized what time it was.
so basically, he didn't FORCE me to do anything. i could have gotten up and he wouldn't have attacked me or anything, but i still feel . . . i don't know, weird or something.
and yes, he did break up with her.
but it's really hard to look at him today. what the hell do i do?
and just so you know, we've made out before but he's never seen anything.
It Was Nobody's Fault
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It Was Nobody's Fault
Turning over in interrupted slumber,
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,
You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,
To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,
Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,
Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,
So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,
Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.
Your eulogy is like poetry,
But your mouth is like a magazine.
Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,
You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,
Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,
Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,
Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.
-"Mouth Like A Magazine" Showbread
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Re: It Was Nobody's Fault
I don't understand .. ? What do you mean.. what do you do? What can you do; its over. If you are the one who took your shirt off then its your fault that it was off. I know you know he didn't do anything wrong.. its probably just that you are embarrassed around him now. Your just uncomfortable with the whole situation which means that you obviously weren't ready for that to happen. Just remember that next time you are with him alone .. that way it wont happen again until you feel better about it. Hang in there..
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Re: It Was Nobody's Fault
You probably just feel a little weird cause he was the first to see them. But if he really broke up with his girlfriend then maybe you should purse him.
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I'm ashamed at what I did for a Klondac bar.......
I want a realtionship I can finally sink my teeth into