Oh my gosh.. I'm totally crushing again and I haven't felt this way for a LONG time.... I've practically been in love with this guy Steve for 2 years that I don't remember what it was like to have all these giddy feelings...
Ok, so his name is Mike and he's one of my brothers best friends for almost 10 years. I don't really see him that much since my brother moved 3 hours away and rarely comes home and Mike moved about 16 hours away for work. I see him a couple times a year though when he comes back home here and my bro comes home as well.
I've always kind of had a thing for him since I met him. I always thought he was cute and funny, and just the way he looks at me sometimes makes me melt... right now he's staying in the room across the hall from me because he's parents moved out of town and AHHH!!! I haven't been this giddy.... in FOREVER!!! I just can't sleep right now even though its 2 am and I have to get up for work in 5 hours! I'm just on this constant high...
When Mike graduated he was going to ask me to be his grad date but I had a boyfriend at the time who was a friend of his as well so he didn't ask me. He told me that if I ever needed an escort for my grad to give him a call. Well after Steve dumped me last year just before prom, I called him up and he agreed to be my date! He even bought clothes to match my dress and everything! I keep looking at all the pics of us from last year and how cute we look together! I also distinctly remember that when he saw me in my dress and everything he came over grabbed my hand and kissed it... it was the cutest thing EVER and my heart just melted... Now I'm remember all of these details and I just like him that much more!
But I never get to see him... and he's also one of my brothers best friends... ahhh! I don't know what to do....
Haven't Felt This In A While...
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Haven't Felt This In A While...
"Could you be the one to find me safe and sound? Love is how it's lost not how it's found. I don't know those eyes, but I see beauty there always. I know it's wrong to love you from afar but it's a craze." Azure Ray
"Take a look at yourself, and put your heart upon the shelf. It still bleeds, these wound won't heal, This pain inside is all that's real. Fall, as fire. Fall as fire from the sky above." Stutterfly
"It's all about the icing, and nobody cares about what's inside. You could see the outside face, it looks good, it must be great. And I know that's all you see. What would it matter anyway? Cause I can see right through your pretty, pretty skin today." The Early November
"Take a look at yourself, and put your heart upon the shelf. It still bleeds, these wound won't heal, This pain inside is all that's real. Fall, as fire. Fall as fire from the sky above." Stutterfly
"It's all about the icing, and nobody cares about what's inside. You could see the outside face, it looks good, it must be great. And I know that's all you see. What would it matter anyway? Cause I can see right through your pretty, pretty skin today." The Early November
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Stuck911
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Re: Haven't Felt This In A While...
Well you can start dropping hints that you like him. If he respondes to them, then you atleast know he likes you back.
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I'm ashamed at what I did for a Klondac bar.......
I want a realtionship I can finally sink my teeth into