There Is Something Very Wrong With Me

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There Is Something Very Wrong With Me

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I have this problem...

Where I can't help but take any attention I can get...

This problem leads me into sticky situations (i.e. I end up hooking up with a guy that I don't even LIKE just because the oppurtunity presented itself... I tell lies to cover up truths that are worse than lies...)

Because of this odd addiction (you may say it's normal.. i think i'm out of control) I lose people who I actually LIKE and care about. I try and take a step back and think about what i'm doing but it doesn't seem to be working. does anyone have ANY advice? i'll freakin take it!
Turning over in interrupted slumber,

You ponder others, growing ever wakeful,

You've locked the vermin in the other bedroom,

To be so perfect causes you to feel so thankful,

Now find the fault because your boyfriend can't read,

Reflecting on to you is all the bitterness you need,

So unhappy, yet so preoccupied,

Never found beaten down with your forked tongue tied.



Your eulogy is like poetry,

But your mouth is like a magazine.



Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused,

You are vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,

Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated,

Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated,

Your spine is made of metal, Your veins are bound in electric tape,

And all along an impulse lights at random in your face,

Yough cought up an offering and forget which words are lies,

Then your skull echoes a singeing pop, as your brain is cauterized.

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You're probably afraid of being alone and when you do get someone, you don't think it's real. Take a step back and realize that in time - things will mellow out. Not to mention - if you keep telling lies the truth will come out and it'll be worse than what it is now. Either come clean or start reversing the problem. :) Then guys will come to you with all the care in the world.
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I agree with Kit. It seems like your scared of ending up alone. I think you should think about what your about to do with someone before you do it.
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I agree with the others. But I understand you feeling the need of any attention, have you asked yourself why? possble image issues. well either way. lies only create me lies, so your never really over. Maybe spend a little time getting to knwo yourself and take it slow with the next guy, you see how rewarding it can be.
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