how lovely

[goodmorning]

after almost two years of giving my boyfriend practically all of me (sexually), even when i get upset afterwards, and even though i try to be a good Christian, i still do things with him that i regret



after he told me he wanted to live with me when we go to college i said no because that's not right, i wanted to at least be a somewhat good Christian and keep at least a LITTLE BIT of self respect, and you know what he calls me? a prude.



after almost two fucking years of handjobs and blowjobs and crying and thinking of what a bad person i am.



a fucking PRUDE.

[InnocenceLost57]

IS he really the kind of guy who you want to stay with? Sounds to me like you deserve better, doll. Anyone who treats you like that and has you do things you aren't comfortable with doesn't seem like the sort that you want to spend your life (or even a couple more years) with.

[goodmorning]

he says he's sorry



all i want to say is FUCK YOU.



I'M the one who tried so hard to change to fix this relationship. you want to know what he said to me? "i don't want to change."



and now, "you're being a prude."



FUCK THAT

[InnocenceLost57]

You NEED to make compromises in a relationship, otherwise it won't work. It's part of being able to make sacrifices for the other person to make things work well. If he's not willing to do that, then forget him.