Well, it's always been kind of embarassing and stuff, but I move around a lot, and I take these kinds of things seriously. I have never really stayed somewhere long enough to meet someone that I'm comfortable with.. and sometimes I get really insecure. It almost happened once, but we had this Hollywood knock heads sort of moment..
Anyway, I was watching the Discovery Health Channel, (go me!) and they had this documentary on kissing and stuff.
Did you know it prevents cavities?
Did you know you can actually die from it too? Like, we all know we can get diseases and whatnot, but I'm talking about this rare disease that's a flesh-eating disease that can kill in a couple of days! That's frightening. Lol. Anyway, I've spent two years here in Washington, and normally, I'd have my senior year here, and I'd graduate here, but I got a full scholarship to a Junior college, so I've got 3 months left. Watching the documentary just reminded me about my inexperience. I'm not prude or anything, I just feel like it should be special or something. Maybe I'm a big loser who's making a bigger deal out of it than I should.
just because other people are doing it doesnt mean you have to 
and it's hard dating someone you're too comfortable with I guess, and I'm usually really close to my guy friends.