New Guy
Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2003 5:34 pm
i had a good post typed, and it erased. no energy......:argh:
There's this guy I like, and we've been friends for a few years, but didn't really hang out. We "went out" in middle school, and he was my first real boyfriend. I didn't know it till the othre day, but I was his first real relationship too, so that's kidna cute lol. [ok, frivolous information]. Anyways, we were talking online one night and I had just been dumped and he was like *You'll find someone better. Actually I was thinking it would be cool to try and have a real relationship with you.* and then acted like I was gonna reject that or something. He came over on New Year's Eve and hung out with me and some other people, and that was fun. We talked on the phone a few nights in a row, but I'm big on talking online and I don't use the phone. One night we stayed on the phone till like 4 am and ended up talking about what we think a relationship would be like. We both agreed that we want to try it, but he's getting his license in about a month, so we're waiting for that. Then he came over the other night and hung out, and we ended up just kissing. It was sweet and made me really happy. Then the next couple of days [like I said I hate the phone] I was wishing he would call or at least get online or something. [He had said he would call, he said it a few times.] But he just got online yesterady and we barely talked. And ahhh, is it ok for us to still be getting to know each other and for me to be shy with him? For some reason, I'm shy. I think it's because I don't want to be my superhyper self and scare him away, but I know that won't happen. I don't want to have a relationship if we can't hold a conversation though, ya know. Oh well, my paranoia has gotten the better of me and I made a post. Joy. Rapture. Thanks for reading it anyway. Lol. <3
There's this guy I like, and we've been friends for a few years, but didn't really hang out. We "went out" in middle school, and he was my first real boyfriend. I didn't know it till the othre day, but I was his first real relationship too, so that's kidna cute lol. [ok, frivolous information]. Anyways, we were talking online one night and I had just been dumped and he was like *You'll find someone better. Actually I was thinking it would be cool to try and have a real relationship with you.* and then acted like I was gonna reject that or something. He came over on New Year's Eve and hung out with me and some other people, and that was fun. We talked on the phone a few nights in a row, but I'm big on talking online and I don't use the phone. One night we stayed on the phone till like 4 am and ended up talking about what we think a relationship would be like. We both agreed that we want to try it, but he's getting his license in about a month, so we're waiting for that. Then he came over the other night and hung out, and we ended up just kissing. It was sweet and made me really happy. Then the next couple of days [like I said I hate the phone] I was wishing he would call or at least get online or something. [He had said he would call, he said it a few times.] But he just got online yesterady and we barely talked. And ahhh, is it ok for us to still be getting to know each other and for me to be shy with him? For some reason, I'm shy. I think it's because I don't want to be my superhyper self and scare him away, but I know that won't happen. I don't want to have a relationship if we can't hold a conversation though, ya know. Oh well, my paranoia has gotten the better of me and I made a post. Joy. Rapture. Thanks for reading it anyway. Lol. <3
and itll take some time to truely get to know each other so go ahead and be shy