Hm. I donno. My sister saw my cuts on my foot and this whole thing started: it's always strange now on, I don't want to be next to her. I want to stick a shovel down her throat every time she talks to me. On Thursday night, she kept babbling trying to help me...taking stuff like I was confused too, etc. I mean really, I appreciate her help...but it's just nasty. I donno why it's nasty but talking to her is nasty, I hate it. I want her to just shut up. Is this totally wrong of me to be thinking? I mean, now...I have to try my very best to be cut free..and sure that's good. But, it's gonna be suffocating. Yesterday, she called about 7 times in one day to keep checking up on me.
Another thing; I don't know how to socialize. Online, I can socialize usually. But when it comes to person, I get really quiet and I have to try my best to boost myself up. It's just energy draining to keep boosting myself. When I'm with my family, I try to act cheery..happy so they'll be happy. I just don't know..I don't know anything..don't know what I'm saying..so..dumb
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Re: Sister/social
All this that you're feeling towards her, the anger, is understandable but its JUST because she cares about you SO much and loves you. You should tell her that you are trying to work this out on your own (if that is true.. and if its not maybe seek some help.. about it.. or take what she says into consideration).. and that she's making you feel suffocated.
If you're with your family, just act how you're feeling. Covering up your true feelings doesn't help one bit. If you act how you WANT to act, then things have a better chance of imporving
If you're with your family, just act how you're feeling. Covering up your true feelings doesn't help one bit. If you act how you WANT to act, then things have a better chance of imporving
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