Posted: Thu Dec 26, 2002 9:05 pm
i cant take this no more. I just got over all my worrys and parnoid self till i found out this out. My mom told me she goes back to work on next friday.... she told me she didnt have the time off to let me go see my b/f. I am over the fact that i cant see him but it just makes me so mad. She doesnt know what it is like to be in love. My worry and parnoid self i have to stop again. My boyfriend confronted me about how i am not the girl he fell in love with when he met me casue of my worryed and parnoided self. Well i stoped it cause i couldnt take it anymore either. Now i find out tonight about this all and it turns everything back around again. My mom excepts me to clean the house cook, and do everything. I clean the house the next day it is a mess she acts like a 5 year old. Then she complains about my room and how she doesnt like it. I cant talk to her about anythin. I got so mad at her tonight that i started to cry. I get hurt very easy by little things. I am just goin threw a hard time in my life i am ripped away from my love of my life and my mom doesnt care.