so yeah
i just needa bitch to someone
i doubt if anyone could help me
but i just have to get it out
so theres this guy i liked
since i was like
a freshman
so its been like 4 years almost now
and i really liked him
and i kinda thought he liked me too
but aparently not
he dropped off of the face of the earth for like 5 months
and i had no clue what had happen to him
me and my friend called his mom
and she just said he was "out of town"
well
tonight he finally got online
and i talked to him
and said where hed been
and so he called me
and told me he had been in jail
he got cought up with weed
and so then
he got into a fight in jail
and got longer time
loser
so yeah
we were talking
and then he kinda slips in that
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HE GOT MARRIED!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
i was like
woah!
and i kinda thought he was kidding!
and i was like
haha
to a man or a woman
and he was like be serious
cuz i am
and i didnt get it at first
and so we kept talking
and i believe him
and its wierd
he married a 50 year old woman!
hes fuckin 18!
and he said she has like 5 kids!
and was living with some man for 25 years
they never legally got married
but that common law shit kicks in after 7years..
and she never got a divorced
so like
she was married to him
and my friend
i was like
what!
so like he was all saying how he was depressed
cuz he just got out of jail a couple weeks ago
and his [i dont wanna say this.. ugh] "wife"
left him
while he was gone
she went back to her old man
and i guess they[my friend and her]
had a house or something
cuz he was saying something about how
she didnt even turn the bills off
and now hes in so much debt
back payments
and shit
and he was all how hes so sad
and hurt
because she left him
and i was like
well how could you marry a 50 year old woman when your only 18
and he was like
i fell in love
and i dont understand
he didnt even know her long
but i guess its possible
but i supose im just jelouse
this is odd
being jelouse of a 50 year old woman ive never even met!
ahh!
i think im rambling
but it just made me really sad
i dont mean shit to him
im just the girl he can call all durring the night
if hes bored, and cant sleep
because i dont sleep till the morning
ugh!
lame
lame
lame
lame
lame
i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
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i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
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No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
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Re: i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
Sorry being insensitive but O_O
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Re: i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
it was just a bit of a shocker
thats all
i still dont really know what to think of it all
but
i guess thats okay
seeing as i havent talked to him since
and prolly wont for a long time
but its all ive been able to talk about since that night
im begining to sound obsessed
but i cant help me
it makes me feel lame
but i guess i prolly should
thats all
i still dont really know what to think of it all
but
i guess thats okay
seeing as i havent talked to him since
and prolly wont for a long time
but its all ive been able to talk about since that night
im begining to sound obsessed
but i cant help me
it makes me feel lame
but i guess i prolly should
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"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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Re: i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
Well no you shouldn't really feel that way, I mean you've liked this guy since you were a freshman and I mean if some girl I liked for years came out of nowhere and said she married a 50 yr old man I'd be like WTF, and would probably just keep thinking about it too. It's natural, sorry if I can't really offer anything to help. Um...cheer up
"For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul?" - Jesus Of Nazareth -
"An educated fool is more foolish than an ignorant one." - Moliere -
"There are well-dressed foolish ideas, just as there are well-dressed fools." - Nicolas Chamfort -
"If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man." - Mark Twain -
"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes." - Oscar Wilde -
REVOLUTIONARY - An oppressed person waiting for the opportunity to become an oppressor - Cynics Dictionary -
"An educated fool is more foolish than an ignorant one." - Moliere -
"There are well-dressed foolish ideas, just as there are well-dressed fools." - Nicolas Chamfort -
"If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man." - Mark Twain -
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Re: i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
haha.
thanks
at least i dont feel like a completly LOSER!
im pretty jelouse of the 50 year old tho!
thanks
at least i dont feel like a completly LOSER!
im pretty jelouse of the 50 year old tho!
Muh eLJay[livejournal]
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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Re: i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...
well. yesterday was my birthday..
and right before it was over
me and some friends went to get gas in my car
we went to the gas station we always go to on this side of town...
the one everyone goes to
you see everyone there
well
we went tonight
and of course
we saw someone
someone we knew
on one hand
it was a nice thing
since it was my birthday and all
but on the other hand
the much larger hand
it was the ugh est thing for a birthday
well
to get to my point
it was the kid from this post
him and his "wife" were getting gas..
me and my friend were walking to pay
and we saw him
i was like fuck thats him
and she was like OH SHIT!
IS THAT HIS 50 YEAR OLD WIFE?!
SHE REALLY DOES LOOK 50!
so we laugh
and i get sad
and laugh a lot more
i never once looked at her tho
i couldent
so we run back to the car
and tell everyone we were with
and we laugh
and be like OH MY GOD!
and so one of the kids we were with
he was like
hey im gonna go talk to him
so he goes over
they know eachother thru church
so i guess hes talking to him
and the guy was like
so how did you find out about my wife
did rachelle tell you?
and my friend was like no
some guy from church told me
so aparently it was a secret
that i wasent suposed to tell or something
which was really stupid
because i have the largest mouth of all time
and right when i hung up with him that night of him telling me
i started texting my friends being like OH MY GOD! guess what!
so i was sad about seeing him
specially on my 18th birthday
after that we saw em go to jacko
so i went and dropped some kids off
and then i went and stalked him
me and a couple friends drove by jacko
and then again
and kinda again
im a complete stalker
and thats so depressing
how lame am i
i swear
like a couple weeks ago
i was thinking about what he had said
and putting things together
total detective status!
and i like screamed out something
and took off speeding towards where i had in my head
because of something he had said made me think
and i know im completly lame
and i totally need to get over the fact im never gonna be able to have him now
way never have him now
but its so not that easy
because im sure
if i woulda just said something back in the day
we coulda prolly went out
or at least on a couple dates
something you know
but no
i was lame
and never said anything
just kept it to myself
like always
and then this kinda shit happens
which completly sucks for me
but i mean
i cant be a bitch
because aparently hes happy
even tho that night he called me he was all HELLA depressed
because she left him or whatever
but aparently shes back
dumb fuckin hoe
i mean
no offence
but cant she get with someone her age
but i guess im not one to talk
i like older guys
ugh
but it sucks
and im just complaing
and being all ugh
but its kinda hard not to
i should call him
and be like
im so madly in love with you
and i wanna have your babies
and then hang up
haha
yeah
id so never do that
but i should
i need balls
if anyone would like to lend me some balls
im open for it
well
im kinda totally off subject
but since this post was still up on the board
id thought id at least update it
i hate the fact that i cant get over him
whatever
maybe im just not letting myself
im being so whiney
but yeah
THAT WAS THAT!
im a psycho fuckin bitch stalker
to a man i cant have
yay...
and right before it was over
me and some friends went to get gas in my car
we went to the gas station we always go to on this side of town...
the one everyone goes to
you see everyone there
well
we went tonight
and of course
we saw someone
someone we knew
on one hand
it was a nice thing
since it was my birthday and all
but on the other hand
the much larger hand
it was the ugh est thing for a birthday
well
to get to my point
it was the kid from this post
him and his "wife" were getting gas..
me and my friend were walking to pay
and we saw him
i was like fuck thats him
and she was like OH SHIT!
IS THAT HIS 50 YEAR OLD WIFE?!
SHE REALLY DOES LOOK 50!
so we laugh
and i get sad
and laugh a lot more
i never once looked at her tho
i couldent
so we run back to the car
and tell everyone we were with
and we laugh
and be like OH MY GOD!
and so one of the kids we were with
he was like
hey im gonna go talk to him
so he goes over
they know eachother thru church
so i guess hes talking to him
and the guy was like
so how did you find out about my wife
did rachelle tell you?
and my friend was like no
some guy from church told me
so aparently it was a secret
that i wasent suposed to tell or something
which was really stupid
because i have the largest mouth of all time
and right when i hung up with him that night of him telling me
i started texting my friends being like OH MY GOD! guess what!
so i was sad about seeing him
specially on my 18th birthday
after that we saw em go to jacko
so i went and dropped some kids off
and then i went and stalked him
me and a couple friends drove by jacko
and then again
and kinda again
im a complete stalker
and thats so depressing
how lame am i
i swear
like a couple weeks ago
i was thinking about what he had said
and putting things together
total detective status!
and i like screamed out something
and took off speeding towards where i had in my head
because of something he had said made me think
and i know im completly lame
and i totally need to get over the fact im never gonna be able to have him now
way never have him now
but its so not that easy
because im sure
if i woulda just said something back in the day
we coulda prolly went out
or at least on a couple dates
something you know
but no
i was lame
and never said anything
just kept it to myself
like always
and then this kinda shit happens
which completly sucks for me
but i mean
i cant be a bitch
because aparently hes happy
even tho that night he called me he was all HELLA depressed
because she left him or whatever
but aparently shes back
dumb fuckin hoe
i mean
no offence
but cant she get with someone her age
but i guess im not one to talk
i like older guys
ugh
but it sucks
and im just complaing
and being all ugh
but its kinda hard not to
i should call him
and be like
im so madly in love with you
and i wanna have your babies
and then hang up
haha
yeah
id so never do that
but i should
i need balls
if anyone would like to lend me some balls
im open for it
well
im kinda totally off subject
but since this post was still up on the board
id thought id at least update it
i hate the fact that i cant get over him
whatever
maybe im just not letting myself
im being so whiney
but yeah
THAT WAS THAT!
im a psycho fuckin bitch stalker
to a man i cant have
yay...
Muh eLJay[livejournal]
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"