Alright, I Don't Know

[Trapped]

Look! I don't know what I have to do to get noticed here, but I feel left out enough everywhere else....I thought here wouldn't be a place where I would have to worry bout that; but so far, I see that's not so true. Yes, I have made a few friends.....but my posts get like 1 or 2 replies then go unanswered. It's not well...Trapped..........o she doesn't know nething, and who is she anyway...I don't care....why bother!...



How many times do I have to say it, I don't have close friends here in the real world. If I can't talk/help ppl here........what am I supposed to do...........I'm not diagnosed depressed, and I NOT sucidal, so I would jsut be stuck..........Not knowing what do to, where to go, or anything........just lifeless mentally---just living without a purpose or direction (literally)!!!!! So, can ya help me out guys...........I mean............please.......... I don't like to beg, but I don't want to end up like that.........

[Trapped]

Also, before anybody says nething, I'm only posting this (previous) because this is the only place where I feel/or thought you could express your TRUE feelings about any and everything! I had it in mind that this was a place where those who did feel left out and unwanted were able to be included and accepted.

[junglemonkey]

Trapped,



Things here have been weird. And people (i think) are pretty preoccupied at the moment. But I'm always here, you can IM or PM me if you want anytime, and i mean that It takes a while to get noticed, so don't worry about it

[faith]

hmm maybe ppl wanna get vclost to u but u dont let them. i mean honestly do u let ppl become friend w/ u or do u pull away b4 they can?

[Crazy Bird]

I have already added you on MSN darl and I will talk to you soon. I haven't really seen any of your posts but I am pretty sure if I had I would have replied. Sometimes I just don't know what to say with some posts though because I have no idea on the topic or have no experience with the matter. People do avoid something they don't know the answer too so maybe that is a reason why people haven't helped you so far.



I promise I will try help ya girly when I speak to ya on MSN.







~ Keli xxx

[Trapped]

Originally posted by chuchi@Aug 7 2003, 01:35 PM

hmm maybe ppl wanna get vclost to u but u dont let them. i mean honestly do u let ppl become friend w/ u or do u pull away b4 they can?

I'm pretty sure I'm not pulling away..........b/c there's no no one "really" coming in the first place.............I mean sure, some ppl say, o, here I'll help you, or come one, come with me,a nd then they just go off and do there their own little thing.........or they never remember me again until I can't be found.*



*lately, I've just been leaving situations that I don't want to be in (where I'm unnoticed (spelling?)....I'll just walk away and go stand or sit somewhere by myself cuz I don't want to deal with it.or I can't take the left out factor anymore..........I walk away so I don't let it get to me



(I've gone 10 yrs with ppl leaving me out and feeling unwanted and VERY unappreciated, and the only place where that doesn't happen is at work----but I can't do that very often anymore b/c of school and band :'( )



So, I turn here for help, but......

[Daddys Girl]

im sorry about your post. Sometimes people just dont know what to do to help people. PM me sometime and we can talk. I would like to no what is going on and help.