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Gaaaaahhhhhhhh!

Posted: Thu Feb 06, 2003 12:32 pm
by Jaegermeister
Sorry people, I just need to rant/vent. It's along the lines of why me! Actually it's more like WHY EVERYTHING AT ONCE! but I think this is the appropriate forum for it.



So in the relationships forum I have a post about my sister and the hard time that she is having with this ass hole that she just won't get away from. Last night was an awful night for me I cried myself to sleep and I haven't cried in years. On top of that whole problem in which I feel completely helpless and I'm afraid of what my sister will do if this ass hole hurts her again, a teammate of mine refuses to show up for practice even though we have our championship meet in a week and he's a a pain in the ass all the time and everyone just leaves me to deal with him and I cannot stand it! He's immature and shows no signs of becoming mature and I literally can't stand him, but we need him for our conference meet and he's just out there! That has been stressing me out. I also found out last night that my friend's sister died after fighting a losing battle with a number of problems. They say she died peacefully but that still doesn't take away the pain that I feel for my friend at the loss of his sister. Those three problems compounded last night were just too much to bear for me I was a total wreck last night and still am today. On top of the problems last night I am behind in my classes, I am sick, I am training so hard for my conference meet in a week, I am stressed out and I just feel like :( :unsure: :wacko: :blink: :down: :ghost: :x :'( :" :ermm: :angry: and this is oh so totally overwhelming right now I am feeling like I am about to explode!



So I feel a bit better now, not much because I still have all this shit to deal with, but at least I have vented and don't totally feel like I am about to explode.



TJ

Re: Gaaaaahhhhhhhh!

Posted: Fri Feb 07, 2003 11:53 pm
by Mail Order
**Hugs** I'm sorry. If you ever need to talk, PM me.

Re: Gaaaaahhhhhhhh!

Posted: Fri Feb 07, 2003 11:56 pm
by FiZzBaW
Sorry you are going through all of these problems, but I am happy that you vented here, if you ever need to talk to somone feel free to AIm, PM, or email me anytime, my information is on the site :-)



-GOD BLESS-



-FiZz :unsure: