Letter To Mom

[forsaken_without_you]

dear mom,



hey, how are things going?

for me, they are getting better.

do you remember that talk we had about suicide lastnite?

well you must, because you broke down.

i didnt like the sound of your muffled voice.

i knew i hurt you, but i never ment to.

you say you dont like me in pain, yet you cause most of it...

you told me if i die, i will go to the angels.. you said i could go with God. all these things hurt me...



do you remember that other talk about my pain?

you must because you cryed....

do you remember when i said i cut myself... you said you didnt like knowing i was in such pai... i remember last night... i broke my razor.. and cut my wrist just to see how long it could bleed. it bled for a while really. do you remember when you said i was a verry beautiful girl? i never relised it untill i was in your arms. things are better now, now that i am with God. i hope i didnt hurt you too bad. i tryed to fix it all, but it never would have worked out. you know that. one last thing, mom. do you remember when i said i will always love you? well i do. i think of you always and wait for you to join me. dont go the way i did, i had alot ahead of me... thing could have happend... you have alot going for you, dont fuck up like me.



Love you always,

--Joy

[bi*moonpoet]

uummmm very good but sad, you never stop impressing me

[forsaken_without_you]

thank you!!!!! (sorry, had a burst of energy there)

[Flowers For The Dead]

imsorry but i kinda got a vibe from that one that hinted that your poem was a suicide letter. but it was good. dont die on me or ill kill ya!

[FiZzBaW]

Very awsome and emotional writing!



But please don't kill yourself and i hope you never have to put your writing skills to work at writing a letter for that cause



-FiZz

[Flowers For The Dead]

me too. but she wont do it. shes too smart to end it all . right joy?

[Britt]

dude joy..i swear that made me cry..i hope you get to see your mom soon..and i don't want you killing yourself or anything like that..aww..this sux cuz im crying and i hate to cry..makes me mad..but it was awesome though..your a sweetie joy..

[forsaken_without_you]

hey, i am not going anywhere!



i read that to my mom, i started crying, and so did she, it was a Hallmark moment!



dont worry, i am here to stay!

[Mail Order]

Good. You'd better be here for a lot longer, Joy!!!!

[forsaken_without_you]

never fear, as i say, i am here to stay, iave no resion to leave!