I think about people often. But this year will mark the 5th aniversery that alannah and ryan were killed. Ryan was working and killed on the job cuz someone couldnt do their job properly. As a result the people and companies involved had to pay thousands of dollars. He was 21. Alannah was crossing the street. the driver was speeding and killed her. The driver was fined $500. She was 16 and my best friend. Its so hard to imagine a year, let alone 5 years. Its become so hard to remember. I just wanted them to stay.
*sigh* 5 years.
Wow Time Flies.
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Wow Time Flies.
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
But I will go on until the end.
I've lost my way.
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up.
Until The End - Breaking Benjamin
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
But I will go on until the end.
I've lost my way.
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough
Without you fucking up.
Until The End - Breaking Benjamin
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Re: Wow Time Flies.
Life moves on, time moves on.......and I think that focusing on how they died is only going to make you want to go back and change the past, and you can't do that (I know you know) Why not focus on the happy memories? Focusing on the happy memories might enable you to move on better.
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch