Dangerously Low Self Esteem

[Princess1121]

Recently I have found out that I have very low self esteem. Everyone tells me I am beautiful but I just dont see it. My best friend (who is gay) says I am knockout and if he were straight he'd be all over me. But I just think he tells me that because he knows how low my self esteem is. My boyfriend says I am beautiful but I just dont know. I think everyone who tells me I am pretty is lying to me. I dont look like the barbie bimbettes that go to my school. I dont have a big chest or clear skin or perfect hair. I look in the mirror and I see absolutley NOTHING but flaws. The other day I was telling my mom about a bad day I had with a girl in my biology class and she said "if anything they are probably doing it because your gorgeous!" and i started crying. I feel like I am the ugliest person ever. Sometimes I think I look ok but then I look around and see some perfect girl walk by and it starts again. Even some of the people I know that I at the very least Look better than they do! are told they are really beautiful and then it makes me feel even worse. I am so tired of hating the way that I look. and I want to feel pretty. I have a picture if anybody would like to see it..just incase you need something to look at before you make a comment on this. if you want it you can e-mail me for it. Mail4me11_21@yahoo.com just be sure to label the subject Response to Dangerously Low Self Esteem.



Thank you for any help that you can possibly offer me.



- Princess1121

[iHEAVENn]

everyone is conserened about their looks. i say, try not to stress so much. beatiful to many people means many different things. your a great person and you shouldnt stress over something like this so much