im sick of being here
trapped in my mind full of fear
my hearts grown cold
my soul's been sold
problems come to my mind
im searching for something that i cant find
theres no where esle to hide
i cant find releif in all that ive tried
im suprised im still aound
and not 6 feet in the cold ground
the feeling is gone
and i just cant move on
the cuts once brought relief
now scars cause so much grief
theres so much that i conceal
while everyone thinks im being so real
i painted on my strong face today
inside im melting like clay
so now im alone and softly crying
my soul is ever dying.
i dont need feedback i just had to let this out. but hey reply if u want.
Just Had To
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Just Had To
I sit alone in darkness
and peer into the world
i wonder what has happened
that made this so ubsurd
i know the times have changed
and all the people too
but now im lost among them
with nothing left to do
i cant say what i want to
for my words they wont accept
my sanity has been fading
and hope is all thats left
theres no one there to guide me
and i cant see through the pain
i grab the knife secretly
and cut away at my vein
the one that matters most
that makes the blood flow through
i watch it all drain slowly
and remember what is true
the people stepping around me
didnt care at all
so now as im dying
I'm obeying the satanic call.
-my mind. =(
and peer into the world
i wonder what has happened
that made this so ubsurd
i know the times have changed
and all the people too
but now im lost among them
with nothing left to do
i cant say what i want to
for my words they wont accept
my sanity has been fading
and hope is all thats left
theres no one there to guide me
and i cant see through the pain
i grab the knife secretly
and cut away at my vein
the one that matters most
that makes the blood flow through
i watch it all drain slowly
and remember what is true
the people stepping around me
didnt care at all
so now as im dying
I'm obeying the satanic call.
-my mind. =(
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mizzouchicky
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Re: Just Had To
Omgosh that was excellent! HONESTLY keep writing!!
I'm not sure how I did It, my memories begin with the crack of the bat, and the sight of the ball rising. Maybe that's not exactly what happened. But that's the way it should have happened, and that's the way I like to remember. And if dreams and memories sometimes get confused oh well... That is as it should be, because every kid deserves to be a hero... Every kid already is...
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Eowyn
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Re: Just Had To
wow...thats how I feel every single day!!!!!!! I can't believe how well you captured the emotion. Great job! Keep writting!!!!!!!
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