One Year Today...

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One Year Today...

Post by Mail Order » Sun Jan 26, 2003 7:37 pm

It's been excatly 1 year today that I was in a car accident, that took the life of my boyfriend, my best friend, and my cuz. Outta 4 people, I was the only person that walked away from it.

Shortly after that I was diagnosed(sp) with an OCD. Whenever I get into a car I get thrown into fits of worry, and start crying.

Sorry, this is kinnda a waste of board space, but oh well.

I'm just proud of myself for surviving a whole year without them.
ATTENTION: Due to finanical difficulties, the light at the end of the tunnel has been switched off.

"They turn the lights down low,

In shadows hiding from the world,

Only coming out when it gets cold.

The seas part when they hit the floor,

The voices carry on and out the door

And everything you touch turns into gold

Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,

Your eyes they penetrate me,

(Never cease to amaze me)

That's when I got up and left" Like The Angel - Rise Against

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Re: One Year Today...

Post by Barbies are Evil » Sun Jan 26, 2003 7:50 pm

TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)

And I'm going to extremes

Tomorrow I will change

And today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease

I'm a goddess on my knees

When you hurt, when you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I've been numb, I'm revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know I wouldn't want it any other way

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Re: One Year Today...

Post by Minx » Tue Jan 28, 2003 8:13 pm

its great that you posted that! :)
Dose it honestly really matter? think about it

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Re: One Year Today...

Post by iHEAVENn » Tue Jan 28, 2003 8:49 pm

im glad u posted that to cuz it gives me alittle faith knowin that someone else who lost a bf can get through it thanx for posting and im glad ur a strong person and got through it this long :)
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Re: One Year Today...

Post by FiZzBaW » Tue Jan 28, 2003 10:47 pm

Your post was in no way a waste of space, In fact it was one of the most touching post that i have seen yet. You must have a great grasp on life to be able to survive so long with that lost. I would suggest, if you are not already seeking it, some professional help, because the advances in pyschotherapy make almost anything possible today.

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Re: One Year Today...

Post by WalmRtJunkie » Thu Jan 30, 2003 8:18 pm

We are all very proud of you, and I'm sure your post is an inspiration to everyone. It's not easy to get through something like that, especially something that took some very significant people from your life. Just know that everything happens for a reason. You came out of that car crash alive for a reason. I'm sure your boyfriend, best friend, and cousin would want you to be enjoying life... not being overcome with immense fear every time you get in a car. I know you can't help it, but remember that life is short and you never know when it's all going to be over. So try to live your life the fullest extent of happiness. Good luck!
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Re: One Year Today...

Post by Sky » Thu Jan 30, 2003 9:04 pm

sweetie its not wasting board space...

Im so sorry about the deaths of ur freinds and ur misfortune with OCD but u are brave 2 have made it this far... plz dont give up!!!
<span style=\'font-family:Times\'Something told the wild geese

It was tine to go

Through the fields lay golden

Something wispered- "SNOW"

Leaves were green and stirring


But beneath the warm feathers

Something cautioned- "FROST"

All the sagging orchards

Steamed With amber spice

But each wild breast stiffened

At rembered ice

Something told the wild geese

It was time to fly-

Summer sun was on their wings

Winter in their cry

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