My Secret Cutting
Alone, frightened in the dark,
Unable to trust my heart-
I wonder what's real,
My life's become surreal.
The pressure mounts,
More than I can count,
I look for a distraction,
There is no where to run.
The blade against the skin,
Makes me think I can win.
When I feel like nothing,
I turn to my secret cutting.
It doesn't feel like me,
While the blood, I see,
Slowly runs down-
I feel forever bound.
I turn to it for release,
It's not something I can cease,
It's how I cope
When I have no more hope.
I wish I could stop the cutting,
But when at night I feel like nothing,
It seems to set my mind at ease-
It helps me return to 'me'.
I wanna break out,
Ease all my doubts,
But I don't know how,
I don't know when darkness will take a bow.
Silent screams are all that are heard,
And I fear I'll be taken as absurd,
I wish for the day when I feel more than nothing,
And I can stop my secret Cutting.
-www.oursecondchance.org (I added the cite because it is from there)
My Secret Cutting
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Wow, that has alot of meaning to it, good job on that, kinda makes me sad though..
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Alright, I messed up on the clap thing, so heres a clap for the poem
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I like it. It sounds a lot like I used to be.
*again, editied because I took care of it*
*again, editied because I took care of it*
Our attitude towards life determines lifes attitude towards us.
-Earl Nighingale
I may have done some things that are wrong but hey who hasn't? I don't know anyone that is perfect. Do you?
People don't die from suicide they die from sadness.
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That which nourishes me also destroys me.
ANGELINA JOLIE -So true for me. I believe it.
-Earl Nighingale
I may have done some things that are wrong but hey who hasn't? I don't know anyone that is perfect. Do you?
People don't die from suicide they die from sadness.
-ANONYMOUS
That which nourishes me also destroys me.
ANGELINA JOLIE -So true for me. I believe it.