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My Secret Cutting

Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:00 pm
by lonlyangel7
My Secret Cutting





Alone, frightened in the dark,

Unable to trust my heart-

I wonder what's real,

My life's become surreal.



The pressure mounts,

More than I can count,

I look for a distraction,

There is no where to run.



The blade against the skin,

Makes me think I can win.

When I feel like nothing,

I turn to my secret cutting.



It doesn't feel like me,

While the blood, I see,

Slowly runs down-

I feel forever bound.



I turn to it for release,

It's not something I can cease,

It's how I cope

When I have no more hope.



I wish I could stop the cutting,

But when at night I feel like nothing,

It seems to set my mind at ease-

It helps me return to 'me'.



I wanna break out,

Ease all my doubts,

But I don't know how,

I don't know when darkness will take a bow.



Silent screams are all that are heard,

And I fear I'll be taken as absurd,

I wish for the day when I feel more than nothing,

And I can stop my secret Cutting.



-www.oursecondchance.org (I added the cite because it is from there)

Re: My Secret Cutting

Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:20 pm
by Magical
Wow, that has alot of meaning to it, good job on that:clap:, kinda makes me sad though..

Re: My Secret Cutting

Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:21 pm
by Magical
Alright, I messed up on the clap thing, so heres a clap for the poem :clap:

Re: My Secret Cutting

Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:23 pm
by lonlyangel7
thank ya

Re: My Secret Cutting

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 2:17 am
by Ecatcher12
*editied because I took care of it*

Re: My Secret Cutting

Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 5:21 pm
by njh88_07
I like it. It sounds a lot like I used to be.



*again, editied because I took care of it*