What Happens?

[popsicle]

i hold my breath.



you say those things again.

will you ever stop?

will you stop lieing and just be?



it shudders as it drags.



youre not who you say you are.

your face becomes mean.

your mask of hope melts away as you speak.



drops of pain rise to the surface.



you punch me in the stomach.

you kick me in the head.

you stab me in the heart.

you stand over me and dont blink.



condesation blends together into a single bubble that cries.



youre a liar.

youre a fucking liar.

you fill a void with hallow peices.

then tear it open and crush them.

and begin to unlease new peices.

only to repeat the vicious cycle.



all at once a reliable tear falls.



im asked why.

i ask why.

there is no answer.

the answer exsists only in vicious lies.

in hated hands.



a tear with life of its own trails off into a smudge.



you mean nothing.

you mean everything.

i am trapped.

unable to have emotion.

in a world built on a broken heart.



i am high.



all is never well.

your words drill.

settle deep where they burn.

my heart beats only because its what its been taught.



i breathe.