Lost Inside Myself
Posted: Wed May 18, 2011 5:29 pm
I’m lost, I’m dead, Its hard to breathe
is happiness there it’s not easy to believe
Confusion, hatred and guilt abound
behind this mask I wear around
I scream to the world but nobody hears
the screams are trapped inside my cage
along with my beaten soul and unleashed rage
here i am, crashing through a house of mirrors
filled with confliction and endless fears
Floods of tears still restrained
Burn behind my glass covered eyes
I look upon who i am “what is gained?”
my heart.. slowly bleeds and dies
every morning i awake
I in the mirror.. i am such a fake
I dare you, look in my eyes, look beyond.
you will see behind the mask..
but if you dare I will have to deny it..
too many times i have been hurt
adding more scars to my pile of dirt
I am locked up and lost forever
behind my eyes contained within myself
my heart locked up and put on the shelf
there are no chances of escape.. not ever
Here i am lost forever..
What do you think??
is happiness there it’s not easy to believe
Confusion, hatred and guilt abound
behind this mask I wear around
I scream to the world but nobody hears
the screams are trapped inside my cage
along with my beaten soul and unleashed rage
here i am, crashing through a house of mirrors
filled with confliction and endless fears
Floods of tears still restrained
Burn behind my glass covered eyes
I look upon who i am “what is gained?”
my heart.. slowly bleeds and dies
every morning i awake
I in the mirror.. i am such a fake
I dare you, look in my eyes, look beyond.
you will see behind the mask..
but if you dare I will have to deny it..
too many times i have been hurt
adding more scars to my pile of dirt
I am locked up and lost forever
behind my eyes contained within myself
my heart locked up and put on the shelf
there are no chances of escape.. not ever
Here i am lost forever..
What do you think??