Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

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Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by Barbies are Evil » Wed Dec 07, 2005 12:29 pm

Last period one of my classmates asked my teacher how she would feel if someone killed a member of her family....and then I automatically thought back to my sister dying last September (September 30th, 2004) and how everybody thinks her abusive boyfriend killed her and i'm still in school now and its like all the walls are closing in on me. THIS SUCKS ASS!
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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by Kit » Thu Dec 08, 2005 12:53 am

Calm down and take deep breaths. I'm sorry for your loss. I know it's hard. Just try to hang in there. Talk to your classmate and teacher. Tell them how you feel. I'm really sorry I'm not better help. IM me if you need to talk hun. K? *hugs*



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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by Barbies are Evil » Thu Dec 08, 2005 7:06 am

rawr, still hard today
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)







And I'm going to extremes



Tomorrow I will change



And today won't mean a thing



I'm a bitch, I'm a tease



I'm a goddess on my knees



When you hurt, when you suffer



I'm your angel undercover



I've been numb, I'm revived



Can't say I'm not alive



You know I wouldn't want it any other way



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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by Beautiful » Thu Dec 08, 2005 1:42 pm

Awww.. i'm sorry. Like sammi said, just hang in there!!! Everything will be alright.
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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by sbloemeke » Fri Dec 09, 2005 1:55 pm

I'm sorry. You need to first calm yourself down. Count to 10, take deep breaths, walk in circles, these things all work. After that, just try to push it out of your thoughts. Use other things to occupy that time. If you ever feel it coming back, just find something else to do. Then, time will heal. Time is the healer of all grieving. You will come through. I know you can.
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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....

Post by Barbies are Evil » Fri Dec 09, 2005 5:40 pm

Its just hard because I always seem so put together, but little instiences like that just get to me badly for a day or two, then i'm put together again. Like i'm fine now, but I fear the next little instience, ya know?
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)







And I'm going to extremes



Tomorrow I will change



And today won't mean a thing



I'm a bitch, I'm a tease



I'm a goddess on my knees



When you hurt, when you suffer



I'm your angel undercover



I've been numb, I'm revived



Can't say I'm not alive



You know I wouldn't want it any other way



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