My Grandmother...
Posted: Sun Feb 12, 2006 11:40 am
I don't know why exactly I'm posting this, but I just need to...
5 years ago, my grandfather died on 2/7, my birthday. Naturally, that hit very hard, and I still miss him dearly. Well, 2 days ago, my mom called my grandmother to see if she was going to be coming to my birthday party. No answer, so she assumed she was out. She tried again yesterday morning, and still nothing. She got worried, and called my next door neighbor to ask her to find out if anything's wrong. She found my grandmother on the floor... My parents rushed over there, but she had died before anyone had arrived... So, a second death as a "birthday present"... . It just has really been depressing me, and things are just going to get worse... I haven't even experianced what it'll be like next year... I'm really missing her, now, and I just want this to end...
And something else has been really freaking me... I don't know if it is coincidence or not... When my grandfather died 5 years ago, something told me back in January that he would live to see me turn 12 (I think that was it...) He did. And at other points, I made random predictions that came true, be it my prediction last year that Wake Forest would be upset by West Virginia, or my prediction that a friend would be getting a 97 on a test he thought he failed. And, it's begun to creep me out... On Christmas Eve, at church, I was standing next to my grandmother and we were singing Silent Night under candlelight. Something then told me that this would be my last Christmas with her (Even though she was perfedctly healthy at the time, and only 85...)... And it came true, even though it was wild. I am honestly getting scared...
Sorry, this was more of a vent than anything...
5 years ago, my grandfather died on 2/7, my birthday. Naturally, that hit very hard, and I still miss him dearly. Well, 2 days ago, my mom called my grandmother to see if she was going to be coming to my birthday party. No answer, so she assumed she was out. She tried again yesterday morning, and still nothing. She got worried, and called my next door neighbor to ask her to find out if anything's wrong. She found my grandmother on the floor... My parents rushed over there, but she had died before anyone had arrived... So, a second death as a "birthday present"... . It just has really been depressing me, and things are just going to get worse... I haven't even experianced what it'll be like next year... I'm really missing her, now, and I just want this to end...
And something else has been really freaking me... I don't know if it is coincidence or not... When my grandfather died 5 years ago, something told me back in January that he would live to see me turn 12 (I think that was it...) He did. And at other points, I made random predictions that came true, be it my prediction last year that Wake Forest would be upset by West Virginia, or my prediction that a friend would be getting a 97 on a test he thought he failed. And, it's begun to creep me out... On Christmas Eve, at church, I was standing next to my grandmother and we were singing Silent Night under candlelight. Something then told me that this would be my last Christmas with her (Even though she was perfedctly healthy at the time, and only 85...)... And it came true, even though it was wild. I am honestly getting scared...
Sorry, this was more of a vent than anything...