Gurl problems

[Britt]

Hey, so i have had 3 previous names on here, but now this is my new one, so im not such a newbie, lol. Well there is this chick and I am major in love with her. It doesn't help that she is my best friend and I sleep with her in her bed a lot, which is a twin so we are like touching as we sleep, and that all makes me all crazy cuz i just want to start makin out with her right then and there. Well i think she may also be bi, like many people have told me she is. And I asked her in a note if she is bi just like yesterday, so now she will be writing me back and Im like all freakin out about it cuz im ancious to see what she says. I like really like her a lot. Its crazy. This is the most I've ever liked another gurl, I like gurls way better than guys, I only like guys for the sex, lol, just to let you all know. So yeah, Im gona tell her Im bi and see what all goes down cuz i can't take it anymore. She says that she will always love me 4ever no matter what I do or how I feel, cuz I told her that I have somethin to tell her, and then she said that she also has something to tell me but she won't tell me ti'll I tell her, so yeah. It's really crazy. I will be the happiest person alive if this all goes how I want it too. I will tell you all about it. Peace out, lol. I am not a hippy just to let you all know, not that there are anything wrong with hippie's, im just a harcore-punk-rocker!!

[Jake]

You should wait and see what she says in the note, and even if she says no, talk to her about people being bi and stuff, because she may just be afraid to lose you as a friend



Let us know how it goes

[Dave875d]

Yah, i'm curious to know how it goes too. Plz tell us.

[Britt]

So hey ppl!! Yeah, so everything went really awesome today!! I am so happy. This is like the happiest I have ever been in my entire life, i swear. So she replied to my question if she was bi or not and she is. Its like the greatest thing ever. And I also wrote her another note to, but thats not important, but the note that she just got after school from me is. I told her that Im bi and that I like her. So then i also got a new note from her after school too and she made me really sad. She doesn't think that I love her still and she was sayin that she is thinkin bout movin to her grandma's cuz there is no one here that she can be with, but she didn't know that Im bi yet, so yeah, Im hopin its gona change her point of view. She just broke up with her boyfriend today too cuz she doesn't have any feelings for him anymore. But if like I do "stuff" with her, I might feel bad cuz I have a boyfriend rite now that I don't want to hurt, but I love my chick and I don't love him. But I can't break up with him, so im just gona have to cheat on him, hopefully I'll get to cheat on him if she wants to do "stuff" Not that I really want to though, Im just so damn happy, I can't wait to talk to her on the phone very soon. Im gona call her around 4:30, 5:00. Ahhh, I can't wait. So yeah, thats how everything went down.

[Queergrrl]

Are you sure you want to cheat on your boyfriend? That can really hurt someone. Maybe you should tell him about your crush on her. Or maybe break up with him. It is your choice, I just wanted to give you a different perspective

[Britt]

wow, im am really really happy. she like has wanted me since we ever met and i the same for her, but wow, i killer like her. and i can't tell my boyfriend cuz when him this other chick broke up he spread a rumor around that she was a lesbian. and so yeah, i don't want my sexuality going around. im only a freshman in highschool. i havn't done anything with her yet, but we plan on it tomarrow, so i havn't cheated on him yet. he just likes me so much and i don't want to hurt him. he is turning 18 next month, so soon he will be leaving, that really sux cuz i like him a lot as a really good friend. but i never loved him though. but im inlove with her, but im not ready for anyone else to know this yet. i still need to wait a year or so. this one dude came out this year as a freshman and now he has like no friends, not like he had any b4 though, but now he gets teased all the time too. i don't really care what people think of me of im not friends with them. and if friends of mine stop liking me for my sexuality then they were never my friends in the first place. thats not it though, its myself that can't go through with ppl knowing yet. and my parents especially too. well, thats enough for today, cya

[Dave875d]

I'm glad everything turned out so well... as of now. I hope that you cheating on your boyfriend doesn't cause any problems. I am not saying that I agree with cheating on him, but I see your point of view so.... if you believe in it that strongly then, hey....... MORE POWER TO YA!!!!!!!!!!! Good luck with everything.

[oneforthemoney]

That's so freaking awesome!!!! WHOA! (woot!)



I wish that could happen to me, ...like I always have this thing in my mind that my friend my love me the way I love her... But I don't think that's gonna happen....



BUT BUT BUT...good luck!!!!



And my opinion on cheating on your b/f....ya know, I was kinda doin 'stuff' with my friend when I was with my b/f but then we broke up and now I'm like Whoa...! Just don't hurt the guy or let him find out you're cheatin on him, cause that might do him some harm ...

[Queergrrl]

lying and cheating is worse than dumping

[Britt]

yeah people, so i think i might be breaking up with my boyfriend cuz i only want to be with my best friend. and like today i told her that ans she is awesome with it all

[daloverlyme]

cheating can cause more damage than dumping, thats for sure, I would tell your boyfriend or what ever before doing anything. No matter with the same sex or oppisit cheating is not the way to go.

[Dave875d]

why would you want to be with a bi girl???? Why wouldn't you rather be with one girl that makes you happier than anyone else in the world. A girl that you plan on marrying and spending the rest of your life with. That sounds better to me.

[Britt]

hey dave875d, how you were saying about how come you would evern want to be with a bi girl and not be married and such after lonely scars was all sayin how he hasn't been with a bi chick, well why can't you be married to a bi chick. just because a chick, or a dude, is bi doesn't mean they can't be married and have only one person. im bi and i would gladly be married, when im old enough though, so yeah, didn't much like your response there, the whole, "why would you want to be with a bi girl?" just made me angry

[Dave875d]

I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to come across like that. What I meant was a response to his statement. He was saying what he did just because he wanted to be with a bi girl(probly two) cuz he stills thinks that lesbians are cool. Well, I was just saying that I would think it is better to be with one person. I didn't mean they couldn't be bi, I just meant one person. I'm sorry I offended you with my bad wording. I'll try proofreading better in the future.

[Britt]

thanx for clearing that up for me cuz i was like angry about it. makes me feel better now that i know what you were actually trying to say