<span style=\'font-family:Times\'Okay I feel like bitching because it bugged the shit out of me. So, I met Paris Hilton a while ago and we exchanged numbers and this weekend someone hacked into her T-mobile phone and had all her contacts on this website. So, people were calling me all day yesterday on my home phone and cell phone even though I am not a celeb. So, today I had to get my cell phone number and house phone number changed and not to mention my dad was extra pissed that people wouldn't stop calling. People were calling so frequently we couldn't even use our phone to call the phone company. They said they couldn't do anything until Monday. We just took the phone off the hook and turned my cell phone off.
I still have strep throat and I have been throwing up all weekend. I haven't slept for more then a hour a night since Thursday. My best friend told me she needs "space" or whatever and wants to just hang out less for a while.
So, this weekend hasn't been great.
Non Stop!
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l3rok3n
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Non Stop!
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
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Jesykah ^_^
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Re: Non Stop!
How do you know Paris Hilton? 
Anyway, I'm sorry to hear all that.
-hugs-
Hope you feel better soon.
Anyway, I'm sorry to hear all that.
-hugs-Hope you feel better soon.
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l3rok3n
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Re: Non Stop!
I was in NYC and my friend knows the bodyguard of this club and we look like we are a lot older then we are so he let us in since we promised not to drink. We heard a rumor that Ludacris was going to be there so we wanted to go but he wasn't. Paris was there though and we hung out and exchanged phone numbers. She was cool but she dances weird. Like she was always pulling up her dress flashing everyone around what was under...which wasn't underwear. lol
Thanks. I have a Spa Day tomorrow so I hope I am well enough to go to that. I have a weird strep throat that doesn't react to antibiotics so I don't know how long it will take to go away.
Paris was there though and we hung out and exchanged phone numbers. She was cool but she dances weird. Like she was always pulling up her dress flashing everyone around what was under...which wasn't underwear. lolThanks. I have a Spa Day tomorrow so I hope I am well enough to go to that. I have a weird strep throat that doesn't react to antibiotics so I don't know how long it will take to go away.
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
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Jesykah ^_^
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Re: Non Stop!
Aww. I'm sorry...
But sweetie, look on the bright side...
You fucking met Paris Hilton!!!! How cool is that?
But sweetie, look on the bright side...
You fucking met Paris Hilton!!!! How cool is that?
<span style="font-family:optima" J E S S I C A [/b]
<span style="color:orange"Jessica's MySpace. Go on, click it.
<span style="color:orange"Jessica's MySpace. Go on, click it.