I can't take it anymore, my mom has been in the hospital, my dad has been here, and everyday he says "i'm gonna get drunk tonight" he says he's gonig to leave us, and that I'm a big disapointment. That I never do anything for him. I have been sick, but I didn't tell him, so when I couldn't move today, he kept saying, "I have a bad knee and I am doing everything, and u r complain cuz u sneezed, ur a disappointment" First of all, I am trying to help, but I can't take everything, I'm only 16!!! He also told my Nana that I stayed home today, and she called me and gave me hell for it! I'M SORRY I'M SICK!
I'm so fustrated I can't even write everything that is bothering me,
One Thing After Another
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lyn4sho
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Hello Adulthood!
The courage to serve them with reliance
Face my mistakes without defiance
Show them I'm worthy
And while I show them
I'll show me
So, let them bring on all their problems
I'll do better than my best
I have confidence they'll put me to the test
But I'll make them see I have confidence in me
-I Have Confidence
Sound of Music
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The courage to serve them with reliance
Face my mistakes without defiance
Show them I'm worthy
And while I show them
I'll show me
So, let them bring on all their problems
I'll do better than my best
I have confidence they'll put me to the test
But I'll make them see I have confidence in me
-I Have Confidence
Sound of Music
http://fcla16.tripod.com/blogonlife/
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XTorn2PiecesLPX
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Re: One Thing After Another
Maybe you should talk to your dad and nana about it. Tell them that your only 16 and you cant take all the pressure they are putting on you. Tell them you dont understnad why your such a dissapointment. Just explain to them how your feeling. I hope i helped. PM me if you need to talk
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Cause I am stricken and cant let you go ~Disturbed
The prettiest people do the ugliest things ~ K. West
Do you pull me up just to push me down again ~Mudvayne
And when Im gone just carry on, dont morn, rejoyce everytime you hear the sound of my voice just know that im lookin down on you smiling and i didnt feel a thing so baby dont feel my pain just smile back
The prettiest people do the ugliest things ~ K. West
Do you pull me up just to push me down again ~Mudvayne
And when Im gone just carry on, dont morn, rejoyce everytime you hear the sound of my voice just know that im lookin down on you smiling and i didnt feel a thing so baby dont feel my pain just smile back
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SexyLittleDoll
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Re: One Thing After Another
Wow you are going though a lot right now.. it sucks I know.. Try just hoping that things will get better. Count everyday that you are able to get through as a success because its so hard. I know you want family support and there not there but I bet they are having a hard time dealing with things now too.. its hard when people are in the hospital and its hard for the whole family when things are bad .. people say the wrong things and act on impulse instead of thinking with a clear mind. Keep that in mind when your Dad is being mean.. I hope things get better for you. 
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hi hun. im sorry to hear that ur mom has been in the hospital. that must be really hard on u and ur whole family. tell ur dad (at a sober moment) what u feel like he is doing to you and how he is acting when he is drunk. tell him u feel hes drinking to much. although i know that probably wont go over to well since it never does with my dad but give it a try and feel free to pm me anytime.
~faith
~faith
~God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. psalm 46:1-2
~God created people in his own image; God patterned them after himself Genesis 1:27
~Stop judging others, and u will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on u. Luke 6:37
~There are "friends" who destroy eachother but a real freind sticks closer than a brother. Proverbs 18:24
~A fool is quick tempered but a wise person stays calm when insulted. Proverbs 12:16
~The tounge is a small thing but what enormous damage it can do. James 3:5
~Even if my father and mother abandon me the Lord will hold me close. Psalm 27:10
~Get rid of all bitterness...instead be kind to eachother Ephesians 4:31-32
God bless
Love in christ--chelsea
~God created people in his own image; God patterned them after himself Genesis 1:27
~Stop judging others, and u will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on u. Luke 6:37
~There are "friends" who destroy eachother but a real freind sticks closer than a brother. Proverbs 18:24
~A fool is quick tempered but a wise person stays calm when insulted. Proverbs 12:16
~The tounge is a small thing but what enormous damage it can do. James 3:5
~Even if my father and mother abandon me the Lord will hold me close. Psalm 27:10
~Get rid of all bitterness...instead be kind to eachother Ephesians 4:31-32
God bless
Love in christ--chelsea