i think i'm slipping

[Rivv]

lately, i've been feeling as if i'm falling away from god.

none of my friends really care about it.

and i don't go to a youth group anymore due to me being so insecure.

so i don't really have anyone to talk to about this kind of thing.

ugh. i'm actually starting to thinking about why i even started this religion thing.

maybe it was better before i got into it.

or maybe i should look into a different religion besides christianity...?



anyideas?

[Quixotic]

Let me start this by saying that I've been where you're at SO MANY times.



Not going to church probably isn't the best fix for you. Maybe you need a new church? Or you could do private worship. Get out your bible, maybe play some worship songs, pray and have some one on one time with the big Man upstairs.



Just remember that God loves you and is always there for you even when you feel like He's not. What you're feeling isn't uncommon among Christians. Especially the younger crowd.

[Rivv]

I've been looking around for some new churches,

and i found on that's pretty close to me.

I was thinking about it all day and when i stopped at work, i opened a drawer and a flyer for that church is sitting there.

idk if it's just a coincidence or if God is trying to help me get back on track.





I've tried to pick up my bible again and read it but i just can't seem to do it.

it glares at me whenever i walk in my room.



ughh. so confusing.