Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....
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Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....
Last period one of my classmates asked my teacher how she would feel if someone killed a member of her family....and then I automatically thought back to my sister dying last September (September 30th, 2004) and how everybody thinks her abusive boyfriend killed her and i'm still in school now and its like all the walls are closing in on me. THIS SUCKS ASS!
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
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Re: Alright, I Was Doing Alright, Until....
Calm down and take deep breaths. I'm sorry for your loss. I know it's hard. Just try to hang in there. Talk to your classmate and teacher. Tell them how you feel. I'm really sorry I'm not better help. IM me if you need to talk hun. K? *hugs*
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rawr, still hard today
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
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Awww.. i'm sorry. Like sammi said, just hang in there!!! Everything will be alright.
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Don't Move An Inch
I looked at myself
So many things I hate in me
So many things are so hard to believe
I can hear the whole world calling me
Used to be all that i wanted
You to see all that i you to be
does anyone care
Add me.
myspace
*Jamie*
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Born Feb 9th, 2007
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I'm sorry. You need to first calm yourself down. Count to 10, take deep breaths, walk in circles, these things all work. After that, just try to push it out of your thoughts. Use other things to occupy that time. If you ever feel it coming back, just find something else to do. Then, time will heal. Time is the healer of all grieving. You will come through. I know you can.

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Its just hard because I always seem so put together, but little instiences like that just get to me badly for a day or two, then i'm put together again. Like i'm fine now, but I fear the next little instience, ya know?
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch