it looks like i messed up again

[Rivv]

I've been wanting to call my dad all summer

just to talk. maybe save me from this hell hole.

I'd even offer give him gas money or take a bus there.

but now it's too late.

summer's almost over. and i didn't do anything.

now i'm stuck here for another year because angel will never let me leave.

unless i take it to court but i have an extreme fear of angel.

why am i such a fuck up? i can never stand up for myself against her.

i'm too weak.

[anonymous08]

it's okay to be scared in situations like these, rivv.

change, no matter how much you want it, is scary.

and it's okay that you're scared of angel. i used to be scared of my mother in the same way.

it's okay, rivv. you didn't mess up. you were just scared.

you can make it. i know you can.



*hugs*



you know where to find me.

[Rivv]

I'm just tired of being scared of her.

sometimes i wish i could just get over it like a fear of heights or something.

ugh.



~hugs britt back~

thanks =]

[Kit]

It's not too later. Summer may be almost over but it's not over YET. give it a shot and call your dad. Do it. Just stand up and say that you don't want to be afraid anymore and solve the problem. You dad can help. Tell him how you feel and let him do the work. It's NEVER too late hun. NEVER. *hugs*