Just Introducing Myself...

[Britt]

Well, I have been here now for almost 4 years, and before the new boards I was here for like...a year. So yeah, it's been a while :]



But I still don't think that many of you know me, despite the fact that I have 3,551(and counting) posts.



So here is the info that I think y'all need to know about me...



My name is Brittney(obviously).

I'm 18 yrs old.

I live in Illinois.

I'm 5 ft. tall.

I have brown hair, hazel eyes.

I'm fit.

I'm gay.



I like drinking.

I like smoking.

I like traveling.

I love movies and music.

Some of my favorite movies are:

Love Me If You Dare

Soul Survivors

Thirteen

Pretty Persuasion

The Virgin Suicides

Underworld(1&2)

Resident Evil(1&2)

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Wickerpark

Closer

Anchorman

Boondock Saints...



ok to many listed already...

but there are tons more.



Some of my favorite music is:

50 Cent(hahahaha)

Armor For Sleep

Boys Night Out

Brand new

Cartel

Cascada

Chiodos

From First to Last

Gym Class Heroes

HeavyHeavyLowLow

Hellogoodbye

Hollywood Undead

Jacks Mannequin

Jimmy Eat World

Job for a Cowboy

Mae

Matchbook Romance

Norma Jean

The Number 12 Looks Like You

Oasis...



and again...to much to list...



So let's see...

I have to many problems to list as well.

Things that are effecting me at this moment are:

It's going to be a year next month since my mom died.

I'm inlove with a girl I can never be with.

I'm a gay Christian.



I've struggled with eating disorders.

I've been a cutter for 4 years.

I suffer from depression.

I'm suicidal.

I'm self-destructive.



I have a huge problem with lying.

I wouldn't trust me.

I lead 3 different lives.



I pretend that I am ok, but I'm not.

I never tell anyone how I feel.

I hide my personal life from everyone.



I don't make memories anymore.

I hate them.

If I could, I would get my mind erased.

I wouldn't mind forgetting everyone I know.



I think I'm crazy...

And if anyone were to ever get inside my head, they would see it too.

But don't worry, no one ever will.

I like to hide and be fake.

It's easier.



I have sought out help before.

I've gone to counseling, therapy...etc.

I've posted about shit on this site...

I've talked to some of my friends about some of my problems.

Obviously nothing has worked...

Cuz I still have the same problems.



No fucking biggie to me :]



Well, that's all I'm gona say about me for now.



Check out my myspace if you want:

My Myspace.



Later doods.



-Brittney

[Kit]

Welcome back dear heart. I hope you enjoy it(again) here.

[turtbub]

Welcome back.

[iHEAVENn]

Welcome back darling.

[CausticTears]

Hii Britt. =) Welcome back.

[Britt]

Hii Britt. =) Welcome back.

[/b]

thanks Doll :]

i <3 you.